#ingrained thinking

[chestersbraincell]

Recovering from the academic system be like:

I want to get around to this thing eventually, it’s not a pressing matter. I want to do it, and I can do it whenever I feel like. I am free, there is no pressure to get it done, there is no deadline. But it all still feels like a task™ and there’s this pressure to get it done because of the non-existent authority waiting for it to be done.