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it’s so fucking crazy to me that i have 2 years without getting loaded. i almost relapsed in January, had a shot made up and stuck myself but didn’t do it cause my ex was in the car & i knew she would tell my job and my life would fall apart. it’s even more insane that i work for the fucking state & my employer and coworkers all trust me. i rent a place in my name & bought a car recently. i’ll be a junkie til i take my last breath but i’m not actively engaging in that and sometimes it just feels like a dream.

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Almost 2 years clean after so many years of using and abusing everything I could get my hands on. Crazy shit, still.

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i love speedballing more than most anything fr

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i started doing a lot of fentanyl a couple weeks ago & i love it so much. never understood the hype cause i stayed scared of it for so long but damn it man i love it.

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nice lil speed bell to get me thru the next few hours while i go shopping with my grandma and mom 😼

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i made this tumblr account when i was 12 or 13, only thing i knew about heroin was that my mom shot it up and my opinion of it consisted of nothing much more than the thought that it had ruined my life before i ever could've even come close to knowing what it was. 7 or 8 years later here i am, a fucking IV heroin addict whose mother feeds their addiction constantly. i never would've thought my life would be what it is today and i feel like it should be sad or something to me but it's been my normal for so long anything other than this feels uncomfortable & is depressing as fuck.

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i fuckin love speedballing

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i've isolated myself so much because i've been so depressed, so i haven't been on here much at all lately. 😕