The Not So Innocent Boyfriends Fic:- Do You Trust Me?
maybe spending all of Saturday night freaking out wasn’t the best idea,but some lines helped provide some inspiration.
Warning this gets a bit Explicit, Smut Smut Smut. Flirting, cheating, bulling, manipulation, swearing, pleasuring, dirty talk, showers, & some pining. Fluff & emotional turmoil at points, being self conscious plays a part. Established relationship. We talk Sex but the details about the Sex are left out for the majority of it, let your mind think about what really happens at that stage peoples. Please let me know if I’ve missed anything off the list
Once again the photo is the inspiration behind the story. It can be any man you want it to be, it doesn’t have to be the man in the photo. Thanks for reading.
“If she so much as twitches” you start, sitting in the hotel room with your “friends” watching a horror movie “then I’m not watching anymore, it’s getting too much for me” you had only just started watching horror, but hadn’t yet branched into zombie films yet. The group had suggested watching this during the day of your autumnal hiking holiday, on a day it was too windy & drizzly to go walking up the mountains. All of men in your group had headed off to go get supplies, or watch basket ball so you’d all agreed to have a pamper afternoon, which had ended up being this horror film. You pulled the pillow to your face & hid as the last girl standing in-the film was slowly turned. “Seriously” Megan looked at you & paused the film. “You can deal with people who are monsters in real life, but not a fictional zombie?” She wasn’t happy you were doing this. Others were jumping or going ahh at times but you were the one she’d taken offence at. “Look I know we’re half way though act 3, so I’ll just go in the bathroom until your finished” & you shuffled away & sat on the cold floor tiles, waiting for your fiancé to return.
What you had no idea about 15miles down the road was that your fiancé was having his own issue. Most of the guys here he knew & was friends with but Damien, he knew very little about. He was very quiet & always didn’t say anything so he was trying to talk to him to bring him out of his shell while getting cookies & beagles for tomorrows hike. “I love her man but she’s so bosy” Damien says “Megan controls everything & is so clingy. She’s all up for this hiking trip to get the perfect snap but then to get her to do anything other than that perfect post is a waste of time” “try & talk to her” your fiancé says. “That’s how all relationships are built & trust” “oh we can’t all just be the perfect couple like you two” & Damien rolls his eyes at him “we’re not perfect” “oh that’s all Megan talks about when we get back to the room each night, how you help each other, how you help others, how your both leaders, she’s jealous” he pauses “I think she’d rather be with one of you than with me” you fiancé stops dead in his tracks & Remembers something Megan said 3 nights ago at the bar when youd left for the bathroom. “You know you’d have a better time with someone completely opposite to you right” he’d not thought about it at the time to consumed in his drink & waiting for your return, but now he was concerned. “Damien we need to get these & head back, I need to check something” his head is shaking & he is panicking, after he remembers that she basically offered herself to him. “but James has the car keys” he sighs. Your fiancé is very concerned about the fact he’s left you alone with some very bitchy woman, who may be gunning for you & trying to ruin your relationship.
The films over & everyone’s painting nails. Sarah has already asked why you’ve gone for dark blue as it’s so not your colour & there’s been a few other side remarks. These aren’t your normal girl friends, but a 2 week camping & lake trip sounded brilliant, an excuse to get out of the city, meet some of your fiancés old school friends & just live a little. & it had been going well until 2 days ago when Megan started being a bit more of a bitch than you expected & the horror film had just ramped it up now. You sat there & listened to them moan about everything & everyone. & then they got onto him & you just stayed quiet like you had for most of the day, you were still getting to know these people & didn’t want to upset them. But then she asked you “does he even know what to do with a tramp like you?”
You looked startled. At no point had you ever talked about your past or history & you had never been a tramp or overly sleeping around. “Im sorry” you asked back sternly “I mean look at you. You do not deserve a man of such fine circumstances. You should be ashamed at dragging him down to that level. Why would he want to be with you. Bad teeth, atrocious accent, the worst fashion sense ever & someone who’s clearly in this for his money” you were appalled at what she said about you. You try & interrupt her but she says the words “well you do have decent real boobs I guess, that’s what comes with being fat” & 3 of the other 5 girls laugh with her & point & mock. One of the others isn’t paying attention & the other looks at you & mouths im sorry. You’re not skinny but you are not fat. You may have a few rolls, but you’d always had some. You’d also in the last few years lost some weight & was one dress size away from where you wanted to me. He’d actually mentioned recently, when you had to buy new trousers for this trip, that there was less of your to hold now but that he’d love you whatever your weight (he’d actually first asked you out 2 dress seizes up from your current state).
You sit there & don’t respond with the rest of the room still laughing. You just want to finish your nails & then go back to your room, where he won’t be to much longer. But the sniggers & jives continue. You ignore them for as long as possible until the line “well if you asked, he’s put a ring on her finger, long enough so he can see all of us & pick one of us as his bride instead.” “WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!” You exclaim & the giggles stop. “I am here to go on a nice hiking holiday, make some friends who mean the world to my fiancé & all you’ve done for the last 8 days I’ve been here, is belittling me” you do your death stare at them focusing at the end at Megan “bloody hell love, no need to get all pissy & insecure” she replies “go for a hike to sort your head out” she says “& then maybe when you come back your partner would have had a real woman instead, because you aren’t one” & one of her little group high fives her.
You sit there in silence, your shoulders shaking as you finish your last coat of varnish. You then stand up & grab your coat, phone & keys “ooh she is off on a hike, got to do that climb at least 200 times too, to lose a pound” Meagan laughs. “Trust” you state abruptly & the room falls silent. “A relationship is built on trust & honesty. I trust my fiancé & I trust his vision. I trust he always has what’s best for me & him. & I trust that one day he will realise that some of his friends partners are complete bullies” oooooh is the sarcastic sigh & jeers that great you as you exit the room. You walk straight over the the ledge, put your hands on the railing & scream. Then you turn around & he’s leaning against the window next to the door. It’s been drizzling but you can also see his eyes are puffy & he’s been crying.
“Baby” you say & run & cup his face bring it into your chest & holding him. You start to well up as well & sniff, you’d been holding that in for the last 20mins. He then raises his head & delivers a kiss which calms the two of you down. “I heard everything for the last 5minutes in there my love” he pulls your head into his shoulder & rubs the back of your head, slowly. “& Damien heard a bit too, he’s coming back in a min to have a chat with her.” He continues “but i can’t believe she said that about you, you didn’t provoke her or anything, cos I know she’s known for being defensive at times?” You slowly pull yourself away from the saftey of his shoulder to look at him. You eyes are also now puffy from crying. The moment that he pulled you into him, you had been silently sobbing into him. He pulls your face up & kisses your forehead.
“I may have been scared of the zombie movie she put on but that’s it, until I gave her a piece of my mind at the end of it all.” You stutter & weap through those few words. “Oh I heard you darling, why do you think I was crying? You defended me & yourself so perfectly with all of about 5 sentences to draw out an oooh from them.” His eyes are now also stinging. You go to bury your head back into his shoulder knowing he’s safe & warm, even if a little damp from the drizzle. But he doesn’t let you, your eyes both meet. They are both still stinging with tears but they focus on the others.
“Do you trust me?” He asks “yes” your whisper . He traces his thumb across your lips “yes I trust you” you repeat a little louder. “ good because I trust you & I love you & never never make yourself feel small because of anyone else babes, you got that?” he then pulls you in caressing your hair from root to tip. You wrap your arms around his waist & can hear his heart flutter. He smells exquisite. You nod “you trust me, I trust you, I love you “ You respond. You’re shivering as the evening chill starts to make its way across. You pull away for a millisecond just to look up into his eyes which are now calmer & pull him down to you for an extraordinary kiss. One that soothes all your problems. He tongue never needs to ask but being a gent he feels he should, & you always allow it to, today quicker than usual. Your hands go into his hair feverishly & you both sigh into each others mouths, While still entwined, That’s when the door opens.
“Oh get a fucking room “ Megan exclaims. he goes to pull away but you hold him there, she’s not winning this round. You open one eye at him & he knows what you’re saying without saying a word. About 10 seconds later you separate & he goes “oh hi Megan, did you enjoy the movie?” He does his anti charm. You’ve know him long enough, to know when he’s putting it on for the sake of it to get people to do what he wants. He’s never used it on you ever, in fact he once told you about it & then did it to a friend of yours (who did deserve it but that’s not the point) & you had the ump with him for 2 days, until he brought you that orchid. The make up sex wasn’t that bad either. “The movie was crap & predictable but she kept shrieking through it” you go to speak but he puts his index finger to your lips. The temptation to go to work on it & start sucking it is huge but you resist. You also know by doing that he’d be a mess & you want him to go for her.
“& the nails, im guessing you went predictable red or pink?” He says, he had already clocked her hand & seen the cherry shade coming though. “& what about the girly talk, im sure my ears were burning?” He finishes. “Oh they were” & she twirls her hair at him & starts to saunter over. “& im dying to see if you’d be willing to let me see some of your expertise in climbing” she pushes him against the door frame & tosses you to the ground as she adjusts her top. You both look startled at this, he hadn’t expected this either. “Do you want to know what a real woman feels like?” She spreads his leg & he turns to face you, holding his left hand in a stop position to tell you not to go for her. You really want to rip her extension out right now & shove them down her throat. she spent a while earlier talking about her non existent gag reflex. “My my you do know what you want & you move quickly “ he stutters, he doesn’t want to make eye contact with her at all. “Well I’m a big girl in every respect, I get what I want” she licks the right side of his face. He is still facing you gagging & mouthing I’m sorry you still trust me? & you nod. You then see a shadow creep in from behind you.
“Hi Damien, oh have your brought cookies” you say & she drops you fiancé to the ground with a thud. She panics. “I knew you were just here to try & have sex with everyone I knew it.”Damien shouts as he hands you the bag of Bakewell cookies & storms off. “No baby baby” she tries to run off after him but one of her heels breaks & she almost crashed down the stairs in the rain. You laugh as you crawl across to him, to check he’s okay. A small smirk is on his face too. Your eyes meet & you both giggle. You wrap your arm around his shoulder & just lean on him for a few seconds. He’s now in paradise, smelling you & taking every scent in. He wants you, right here & now, in the rain.
Once you can no longer hear them yelling at each other you help each other up off the floor. “Was that why you were outside her room” you enquire “kind of, Damien’s knew one of James friends & he said she keeps disappearing off at night after she has a bath. & I’ve heard a few people from our group & not from it say that she’s chatted them up the night before, & then forcing herself upon them” his eyes then dart away from you. After your earlier trust comments he know that what he’s about to say may make you freak out but he’s got to do it. “when you left the bar the other night, she practically offered me it there & then, but I wasn’t paying attention, so when he mentioned it earlier & knew you were spending the day with her, Damien & I thought of the trap & got back here.” He now looks at you “& your telling me this now” you ask a little startled, withdrawing your hand slightly. “We thought about it on the drive back, I’d literally got to the door & he was going in after I’d gone in or she’d come out come to see her to catch her out” he pauses & breaths “& then I heard what she was saying about you & I couldn’t cope & I feel apart” he finishes & looks you dead in the eyes. They say I’m sorry when his lips don’t .He pulls your lips to his mouth. You aren’t sure at first but then you realise you can’t smell her on him so then you give in. “Still trust me?” he says “I do” “oooh I can’t wait to hear you say that for real babes” He takes your hand & you walk down to your hotel room. He wants to make it up to you, & you want to reward him for being your everything.
With the door locked & the blinds pulled, he turns on the radio & discards his coat & puts a cookie in his mouth. “Awww Devine, we’re coming back here just for these Bakewell tart cookies“ he exclaims as he starts to dance, your not sure what the song is but he’s lost in a groove. His hips are rocking as he takes his coat off. He’s twirling & moving & your not sure where your eyes should be but it’s making you smile & feel all sorts of things. You grab a Bottle of coke from the fridge & take a sip, hiccuping at the end. That makes stop dancing & saunter sexily over to you , rolling his hips & nodding his head, not taking his eyes off yours, his infectious smile arrives with the Cookie bag. “I mean your sweet enough already” he says with a huge romantic smile on his face. “But even you sometimes need a cherry on top” you laugh “worst pick up line ever” “I don’t need to use the good ones ever again tho, you’ve agreed to be my wife.” He’s dazzling & is in his element. You dive in & bring the cookie to your lips. His tongue doesn’t mean to slip out of his mouth but it does. Your bite it slowly & start making noises that he recognises from his subconscious. He sips from the same bottle as you while you finish the cookies, & the second you’re done, the coke bottle is on the table & he kisses you like it’s the first time. His lips fizz from the coke & you feel energised & full of life. Coke & Bakewell aren’t the ideal mix, but it’s a sweet linger that you always want to taste from now on. Nothing else will match it.
“Chair, Floor, Shower or Bed?” You ask as you pull your lips away, you are both desperate for more than just a Sugar rush. Both your breathing has ramped up but he is full on panting, eager for more than just a make out right now. You’ve only actually had sex twice this trip. Day 1 when you arrived & day 3 after a romantic dinner without the rest of the group. Since then when you’ve got back one or both of you has fallen asleep before anything could happen, or it has been such an early start the next day, you hadn’t attempted it. “Bed” he replies gripping his large hands to your shoulders. For once you are walking him backwards, has the power structure suddenly shifted you think. You reach the foot of the bed & start working on his shirt, which is always easy, it’s never fully done up. Once that’s worked on you place him on the edge of the bed & remove the shirt, your hand explores his chest & he sighs a lot. You scoot around the bed to his back to work on his shoulders “ooh baby yes” he keeps repeating as he takes his shoes & socks off. He then also does the same to you & starts running his large hands across your feet & ankles to your leggings. You start moaning as well. “So soft” he whispers, “but I know where it’s softer”.
He then pounces & in the space of 5 seconds he’s gone from in front of you begin controlled by you, to him being on top out you with his hand in your leggings waist band. He’s panting like crazy. Maybe it was the power trip from earlier & catching her out which had made him hungrier for you, or your starting off being in control tonight, but did you care? Of course not. Your fiancé was going to make love to you or fuck you into the mattress, & you didn’t care which version you got. He pulls down both your leggings & underwear in one movement & tosses them away. They actually hit the radio & turn it off. Your hips & legs respond to there new freedom. Your comfy dress is all that’s covering your modesty, you didn’t wear a bra today.
His hand slowly slides up your left leg teasing you as it glides its way, to what he is so familiar with. “Fuck please” you ask & you raise your hips once he gets there. Slow circles have you shutting your eyes & then he stops & draws his hand away. “Oh we’re so nearly ready & I’ve not even really had to try at all today,” he teases while undoing his jeans. His briefs are showing what is waiting for you. Something so exquisite that you moan just at the idea of it & lick your lips expectantly. You mouth then falls into a oooh. “Oh no babe, you can taste that later.” He teases & he removes your dress & he leans down expecting for one more layer, but is very happy & filled with lust when there is nothing else on underneath.
“You’ve been walking around like this all day?” He asks, his briefs are just about containing him & he has now pushed against you entirely feeling every inch. Without the briefs he would be inside already, he’s twitching away & your body is responding. His lips don’t know where they way want to go first. But as they travel across your face, neck shoulders & breasts, sucking, kissing, biting & licking, you are pleading for more. Your left hand is in his hair pulling & twisting on his curls , & your other is still exploring his chest, almost soothing him. He was the king of teasing to the point of pleasure & about 6 months into your relationship, you said you didn’t always need to have sex as sometimes that was enough & he’d agreed. I mean if for-play & making out gets you both seeing stars, did you need anymore. You can feel your core clench though, tonight you desperately need more.
“Baby, we need to… Ahhh fuck” his nibbles around your right breast are a little to sensitive for you, but still drive you crazy. “sorry” he pops his head up before kissing your lips with an apologetic look “I got carried away, they are just so” a long sigh comes out of his mouth “inviting today” “invitation accepted” you pant back & grab his face locking his eyes to yours “please either treat me like… ooooh” his hand has moved back to your core & is flicking sensitivity “like a lady or fuuuuuuckkk baby…” his fingers have slipped else where & your response is instantaneous. “Fuck you like a whore” he whispers into your ear seductively. His relentless pace is already almost pushing you over the edge. “Darling tonight I think I’ve got the stamina to do both” he withdraws his fingers & sucks on them. He’s lifted himself to a kneel & finally sheds off his briefs, it’s so ready & eager for you.
He kisses you & your tongues intertwine straight away passionately. You can taste yourself on him, & it’s turning you on even more. your hips roll & he plants you underneath him. “Baby” you just about get the word out, you’re so breathy already & he’s not be even got started. He gets you in position & locks eyes. “Think I’m going to fuck you… ahhhh.” He stops mid sentence as you’ve learned up from your position & taken his nipple into your mouth a little too hard, like he did to you. “See” you tremble as you come off him after a few more seconds of sucking “it’s distracting.” You beam at him & then turn your seductive eyes on. “Oh fuck you” he says & he kisses you passionately & you both gasp as he slides to your core effortlessly & slowly, taking you all in. “Yea fuck me” you say & he removes the stray bit of hair that’s in the way of your glistening lust filled eyes “like a whore” you say in unison. He then picks up the pace.
& true to his word that evening he does fuck you like a whore & make love to you like a lady. & not only does he do it in the bed, but also the floor, chair & shower. The shower is your last stop on this night & as you scream out each others names as you both get to your high, he takes you into his arms. You both sink onto the shower floor, the water still cascading down on top of the two of you. He’s slowly coming down & you both hold each other. Minutes pass without any other words being spoken, just a wet dripping snuggle between the two of you, kisses & sighs. You are both in paradise & you both feel amazing in the afterglow. He then removes himself & you miss all of him for a brief moment. He then gets up & turns the water off & passes you a towel. “Who says you need a hike for a good work out?” He says drying his hair first, with everything else still on show for you to see. Your eyes are always drawn to all of him & he is glistening from the dirtiest wash he’s ever had, droplets everywhere. “Well you don’t get the scenery” you respond “you’re right. Watching you in the shower is all the beauty I ever need, how did you even cope with all that on your knees? that was bloody impressive” he raises an eyebrow as he says this & finally starts drying his body.
You are completely dry & exit the bathroom past him in your towel but you stop & kiss his shoulder from behind when you get there & whisper “trust me I think I know what I’m doing” it send a shiver to his core & he turns around just as you drop the towel & rotate your hips on your way to getting into bed. After watching you raise yourself seductively into bed, He turns off the bathroom light but carry’s the towel in front of him, just about covering his modesty. He drops it so it’s almost in eyeline with your face. He knows full well what he’s doing. “Well practice makes perfect” he whispers. “I think I’ve got one more round in me, if you have” he questions. You lick your lips & lift up from the bed so you can kiss him. Still full of passion after a night filled with sex. “Do you trust me?” You ask as your kisses reach his belly & he’s now positioned himself on the bed kneeling too. “Oh baby I trust you, but do you trust me, not to test your gag reflex?” “Let’s find that one out together” you say as you stroke. Your glistening eyes meet his big puppy dog ones, still filled with lust after all this time. & your lips engulf around him. The noises he makes for this last session are some of the best noises you have heard in your life. Pure adrenaline to your soul & core. Your both lost in your love & lust for each other.
Once you’re both spent finally, your wrap your arms around him under the sheets “Babes” you ask “do we have to hike tomorrow?” You ask “why do you think you’ve had a work out? “ he softly asks,his hand caressing your face as you both slowly drift off but not entirely. “Kinda, I feel like I’m not going to be able to walk straight” he chuckles his eye are closed & he’s breathing your scent in to send him to sleep. “I trust you baby. Do you trust me?” Almost as a promise the says those words “yes I always have, that’s why I’m marrying you” you respond as you yawn into his chest. “Then I know you can do it & if not we will come back here & look at some improved scenery” those are the last word either of you say that night. His lips find yours after that sentence & you are both peppering as you enter the world of sleep, safe in the knowledge that you both inexplicably trust the person you love with all your heart.