#innyatima

[innyatima]

I was Alice Angel this year !

[notyoujamie]

innyatima replied to your post “In the last eighteen months, I've buried my mum, mum's mum and today...”

Oh woat... that is so sad !? Do you have any siblings ?? Family left ??? Please tell me you have somewhere to be with people that can makes you feel loved...

I have my dad, my sis, my brother-in-law, the rest of my relatives and lots of friends. I’ll be fine in the end <3 Thanks for worrying <3

[innyatima]

When you're dieting and your cheat day is close, and your best friend ask how bad you are craving a burger :

[innyatima]

Welp. I didn't knew I needed friends like them before I had them.

Check out their channel !

twitch.tv/hanacorn

twitch.tv/chippynpc

And mine

twitch.tv/innyatima

[innyatima]

What is my age again ???

Guess !

[innyatima]

[innyatima]

Well hello ! 4 pictures that tells you about me :

Lush pink bath bomb / autumn leaves / my eyes / lake side view !

[innyatima]

I never told my family I am pansexual.

Let me get a little context here. I almost dates guys because I was attracted to the person they were. Their attitude, their charms, their body shapes, smell, favorite book/food was matching mine. I dated a woman only once. But mostly because I only had long relationship. 4 years with my first real one, then 2, then ... a good mess happened where I was a bee, reaching flowers then leaving. She was one of the people I felt attracted to without even knowing what was making me feel that way toward her. But we lived so far away from each others that we broke up in good therms after few months. Then chaos all over again. I wasn't really feeling happy alone and couldn't stay alone for long. I was on the verge of feeling like I'd spend Saint Catherine alone when I got a mail back from a website I posted a SHITTON of info on my dating profile. Like "yeah am working into this, I want a man like that (mostly character type, not shape attributes) and I like massages and metal music, i don't want this but enjoy that" etc etc. And from this mail I scheduled a date with a stranger.

Being honest with me was new. From me. From him. I mean, really honest.

Most of my relationships failed - if not ALL - because I was pretending all my partner choices were okay with me. I lied to keep pretending and not offence. But this day I shared so much about me on that website that I was sure no one would get someone so picky. But yet...

I asked him where he cames from because his skin tone is darker than mine. He asked if I was okay drinking a beer. We shared a meal and I talked over 1 hour. When he saw me take medicine - I was sick as a dog from a bad lung viral infection - I saw his eyes fixing it. I took my antibio, my cortisone inhalator and waited.

He just asked since when I had them. " A week now, it's the last ones." pointing at my meds. He smiled and said he was glad to see me being serious about my health. He studied to be a doctor years before but changed chareer. I laughed because I am working in an hospital and I know how bad it's to either take antibiotics when it's not necessary or to take only half of them (seriously, the 7 days are not to bore you peeps ☆).

I recall that I asked him about his necklace and it was Sauron's ring. It was his time to talk for an hour. We spent the whole day together. We spent a week together. We are still together. It was 5 years ago.

I never told my family I am pansexual because honestly, they wouldn't care. They were and are so good toward our family members ??? I mean, if you phone either of them saying "Can I sleep to your place tonight ? Something's wrong" they won't say no and even come pick you up. My parents are amazing people and they only wish me the best. Means if I am happy with my actual partner, that's all they care for.