Did you know that MATT HEALY has a doppelganger? I swear JULIAN "JUDE" MORRISON looks just like them! HE is a 29-year-old that identifies as CISMALE and is a TATTOO ARTIST for a living. They were born in MANCHESTER, ENGLAND and can be EVEN-TEMPERED, but also PRETENTIOUS at times. They hang out around DOWNTOWN SANTA MONICA a lot, so make sure to say hey if you see them there!
hi friends i’m bev, my only personality trait is my obsession w the horror genre, and i’m bringing u this soft sarcastic boy jude about whom u can find some info below + some wcs !!
(trigger warnings for drug use/abuse and neglect)
jude was born in manchester, england to a pair of very wealthy parents who were decidedly not good at being parents. when they realized he was never going to live up to their expectations of grandeur and high society they just sort of....gave up on him, it turned to neglect, and with no other family or grandparents around, it resulted in jude having to do a lot of taking care of himself. in some ways that did teach him a sense of how to be self sufficient, but it also gave him a super warped sense of responsibility.
he resents them for it big time but (especially in the past five years or so) has started to learn how to compartmentalize that resentment and like?? learn from it rather than letting it make him bitter, if that makes sense, but he doesn’t talk to them anymore. he’s done a lot of growing up lately though. jude in his early twenties was running around doing drugs and substituting actual meaningful relationships with sex and otherwise filling the void with garbage and addictive tendencies.
it was in his mid-twenties that he decided kind of on a whim to pack up and move to the states, heading for the east coast and the big city. he found a tiny shoebox apartment in new york, got work at a bar and supplemented it with selling drugs. continued his bad habits of sleeping around, committing to nothing except drugs and sex and live music, and a few years later found himself nearing thirty with nothing at all to show for it and no sense of direction.
so that was when he started his tattoo apprenticeship. he worked under somebody who became something of a mentor to him (wanted connection!!) and helped him find a sense of responsibility and purpose that his parents were never able to do. by the time he finished the apprenticeship he had also managed to kick most of his drug habits with the exception of weed and a few party drugs here and there.
it was almost exactly a year ago now, around the new year, that jude decided he needed to get out of new york for a change of scenery and pace that he hoped would help with staying away from drugs. you could call it some kind of spiritual enlightenment but he would never call it that tyfegruhujwk. he calls it growing up and getting his shit together and realizing there’s more to life.
so he’s been here in LA for a year, works at a tattoo parlor, still smokes a lot of weed and parties semi frequently but has managed to figure out how to maintain a sense of priority and responsibility in his life.
some extra stuff
jude’s a thinker and an observer–he notices things, small things other people don’t notice
bisexual king
despite his neglectful childhood and terrible history with commitment he’s actually very good at being in relationships and has only had 3 or 4 bc they’ve genuinely lasted several years each time
has some serious self destructive tendencies in that he defaults to doing drugs and getting up to shit and has to consciously be like…..no, bad
probably cares more about his friends/loved ones more than himself?? he’s such a lover he has such a big heart he literally just wants the people he cares about to be happy and will sacrifice his own happiness to that end
a lot of his emotional turmoil comes from the war between his self destruction and wanting other people to be happy since those….do not go hand in hand at all lol
soft soft soft boy but in a death metal band tee aesthetic way
it’s literally difficult to get in a fight with him bc he cba getting worked up about things and spending that mental energy. however if he does get pissed off…….yikes he’ll go off and cut you off so fast
wanted connections
one person he dated in LA in the past year he’s been here, maybe a recent breakup for the angst
if your muse is from england? or ny? get at me w his other exes thanks
some best buds :( this boy would die for his friends
people whose tattoos he’s done !!
bad influence who possibly encourages him getting back into the Bad Stuff 👀
also some good influences give me those soft vibes
sibling like connections?? please? he has no siblings and he wants them so so badly
he is no longer a dealer so give me HIS dealer (probably this could also be a bad influence)
hookups, one night stands, etc. i’d love some unrequited things those are my weakness
