Every time I wear a jumpsuit I feel like a very insecure fashionable potato.

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Every time I wear a jumpsuit I feel like a very insecure fashionable potato.
Just a rant.
Okay, so, I was just walking home minding my own business when a boy from my second school (I think he forgot me) and thought it would be okay to stop his friend car and the proceed to ask me for ‘directions’.
But in reality he asked me for my number. I told him no. He then began to insult me and told me to ‘fuck off’.
Why I’m writing this is because my ex boyfriend cheated on me twice and since then I’ve been insecure about myself and had depression because of it. It doesn’t help that I keep things locked up because I don’t want other people to deal with my problem. I’ve always thought I wasn’t good enough for people, and wasn’t pretty enough. So I distance myself way from people and became anti - social.
Thanks to this fuckboy who thought it was funny to do this I’ve been crying since I’ve gotten home.
People who think this is funny to do this. It’s not. It’s not funny to bring a girls/boys self - esteem down to the point he/she wants to cry. It’s not okay to insult someone because he/she doesn’t want to give you her/his phone number.
It’s not funny. End of story.
I have so many reasons to be insecure, yet people tell me “you’re beautiful, you can’t be insecure” “Someone like you does not even have a reason to be insecure”
Girl thoughts of this evening
So if you are playing cards with a guy friend and he gives you (because he sorted out the cards) just hearts, does that mean anything or is that way too thought trough?
Read it if you want to, but it's just a stupid rant...
There is another girl. She lives in America and I love talking to her, but sometimes I get the feeling I said something wrong. She doesn’t answer and it goes radio silent. I hate it when that happens.
I’m really insecure about these things. I love helping people, but when they stop talking to me without any indication, I blame myself really hard.
I know that I'm probably going to get a lot of hate and a lot of (wat??? non-hate???? wats that supposed to be called!?!?!?!!??) < that other stuff because there's a quote by Demi Lovato, but it is what it is. (Sometimes.)
ANYWAYS - Us girls are insecure, and we know that you guys can be too, but sometimes we forget and that's stupid of us. I will honestly admit that. Unfortunately, what you guys can't always grasp is that we are insecure about A LOT of things. Our hair, clothes, whether or not we have makeup on, what ind of makeup to wear, if we can find something to eat without making it look like we just ate a pile of crap. Some of us are anerexic (how do you spell that????) and those people NEVER EAT!!! (oh my gosh that sounds like a horrible life!) ANd yeah, I do know that some guys are too. Just letting you know, we are hurt by every joke about our looks and personality. We might not let you see through us when you looking, but when your heads are turned we have tears streaming our faces, whether or not you can see the tears. (Speaking from personal experience this time.) Hope you guys liked this ramble. See ya tomorrow. :)