How I see the music going ( If knew how to make edits, this one would be so devastating):
OG!Lorena
I'll watch and learn from afar
I'll pull the weeds from my heart and
Put lipstick on for your family party
I stare at the house you were brought up in
All the photographs and door frames are wooden
I wish I'd known you when you were younger
'Cause I've changed my accent
In a house of my own someday
You'd come in through the back gate
Your folks left a light on
In case you get home late and
I bet you grew up eating at the table
Fed love from silver spoons, reasons to be grateful
You ask about kids, I don't know if I'm able
I bet you grew up being asked how your day was
I bet you grew up grazing your knees
But the fall wasn't fatal like it was for me
We're the product of love that we do not receive
I'll corrupt every branch of this family tree
I spilt the good wine, I panicked
A disaster, a knee-jerk reaction(..)
You were sweet, I got mean
And when we fight, I refuse to eat
You're sensible, I'm hating it
What a good job that your mother did, oh
You were kind, I was cruel
In another life, maybe I was you
And I grew up into something good
Somebody who could swallow love
I bet you grew up eating at the table
Fed love from silver spoons, reasons to be grateful (...)
I bet you grew up being asked how your day was
I bet you grew up grazing your knees
But the fall wasn't fatal like it was for me
We're the product of love that we do not receive
I'll corrupt every branch of this family tree
Silver spoons and butter knives
Living hand to mouth, I'm getting by
Your love is spreading thin
But my medicine goes down alright
Silver spoons and butter knives
Just feed me love and give it time
Oh, maybe in another life
You included Robby in this too?! Why must you hurt me like this??
You’re right, it would be devastating 😔