#insecurity stuff

[gustygardns]

low-key my anxiety has started to act up so bad lately that my tummy just begins to ache throughout the day and i don't end up eating right... :/

[lilbluebastard]

I love him….

And sometimes I feel bad for liking him (because he’s a priest, of course)

But sometimes I think, people hate me or think I’m a weirdo for liking Anderson

And because I don’t like the same thing as others

But then I remember….I have friends and mutuals who like him two! And then I don’t feel as weird because I’m not alone! Others like him and it makes me happy :>

Because I’m not alone, I have friends/mutuals and stuff who thirst for the man , some who make up ocs for him! And stuff, it makes me not worry about being a weirdo to others

(I probably am but that’s okie, everyone’s different and no ones perfect)

I know I shouldn’t care what others think but I still do, I’m just a very shy and insecure person, stuff

Sorry I just wanted to vent and share 👉👈

[thewrenlore]

watching random videos. One mentioned how you don’t want to end up with “that girl” and I am that girl. I like good morning and goodnight texts. it makes me feel thought of. I like it when people tag me in random pictures and I like tagging people in stuff that reminds me of them. I like sending heart emojis and xx’s and smiley faces.

I like spending lots of time with a partner (although this may also have to do with the fact that I don’t count my current house as a safe space)

I am alienating my friends. It’s absolutely nothing to do with them and 100% to do with my own insecurities and paranoia. I’m scared I’m too intense and that people secretly hate me.

I love taking pictures together. I take them with my friends when I can. I take them with my partner when I can. Even if I upload them nowhere and they just stay on my phone, it still captures the feeling and the memory of that time. And with my terrible memory, its nice to have reminders.

I love affirmation because I have so many doubts all the time screaming in my head

I love physical affection 

i love compliments so so much

i love people initiating conversations with me

I’m terrified that i’m going to end up alone, no friends and no partner

I’m terrified that if I’m ‘that girl’ (which i am) then I’m broken and unwanted and should be shunned and don’t deserve happiness.

[strawberrybards]