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Finished watching a The Quarry playthrough so I could finally look at the tags and I am surprised Nick is hardly getting any attention. I had it in my head he'd be popular :o Not that the characters that are don't deserve it. Maybe it's because we didn't get much of him? Man... thinking back, yeah. Kinda feels like they had a great opportunity for continuous drama by keeping him loose. Maybe couldve gone a lil further with the Abi romance story line like I expected them to. *shrugs* For what it's worth, my personal journey with him went like...

I was into him, then he kissed Emma and all interest flew out cuz thats the STUPIDEST thing you could agree to when your crush is RIGHT THERE, but then he got transformed and I just. Am weak. Too weak. To werewolves. I was SEEEEEETHING at the unfairness dbdhfjffj HOW DARE THEY BRING ME BACK LIKE THIS. CURSE MY MONSTERFUCKER MIND. I REFUSE TO MAKE HIM AN INTEREST FBFJFJ

anyways i will now be trying to focus solely on COMPLETING THIS MONSTERFUCKER REQUEST SO THAT I CAN GET TO MY NEXT ONE FJFHFJFJ

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@lovingcherryblossomturtle

Hello! Thank you for your responses and for liking my fic! :o

Imagening the reader as Indian is very valid! ^^ I tried making her vague enough to be able to fit any culture that isnt Ostanian (German), and that would have lots of prejudice in the country :'D! Hooray racism, sob.

You're right on the money for why I thought Loid would skip over her as a candidate. He wants everything to go perfect, and having a wife that wasnt born in Otania could have added an unnecessary wrinkle in his plan. But also, keep in mind, the reader's struggles to find a husband comes after Loid has already found Yor and are recently moving in next door, so she might not have even accepted his offer back then because she didn't have a need for it.

Outfits she wears, I imagine, are boyish for the time. Trousers with button up shirts, sweaters and overalls, working boots, anything comfortable and functional that she wouldn't mind dirtying with ink. She has like, two skirts/blouses for 'going out' (one she wore for the date with that one jerk, and the other when going out to eat with Yuri to celebrate) and the two dresses (that old one she wore for her parents' dinner and the new one she bought for dinner with Yuri's boss). She's not really big on 'looking nice', and no one pushes her to fit the norm anymore. Yuri woukd comment on it before they were married, but afterwards, he's really grown to appreciate her 'style.'

Putting this out there too, I think Im gonna aim to finish the last chapter for RTKYH by the end of December, and hopefully get tobwork on the childhood friends story next ^^" Sorry for keeping yall waiting for so long. I do want to continue writing, motivation is just hard to come by...

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What if I were to make a playlist for Yuri...

Edit cuz I see people like this, the playlist is HERE! If you know any songs you think fit, PLEASE SEND ME AN ASK WITH EM! I'd love to hear em! :'o

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I am trying SO HARD to squeeze this final chapter for RTKYH dbdjdjdhdjd Playlist has been expanded, I've got fanart of him staring at me, I am trying so hard to get this done so that I can daydream in peace about other stuff X,O

Truthfully, my brain has been more focused on ideas with the wild coworker x Yuri fic instead but I know that one's the least popular one aaaagh.

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I just fucking soent like the majority of my night writing my Yuri x Reader thoughts and Im not even done. I swear to fuck its like I was just minding my own business trying to sleep when I got hit with like. Idea after Idea and as soon as i put the phone down to give myself a break from typing, to finally get some FUCKING SLEEP, ***THERES ANOTHER IDEA!!!!*** AND NOW ITS ALMOST 6AM, I HAVENT SLEPT AND IM CRYING OVER THE DUMB SITUATIONS IVE CREATED AND MY MAKING YURI GROW FUCKING FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE NEW IN HIS LIFE. HOPEFULLY I CAN FINISH EVERYTHING TOMORROW OR ATLEAST EDIT AND POST HALF OF WHAT I WROTEBUT UGHHHHH UUUUGHHH WHAT A NIGHT I NEED TO PASS OUT. PLEASE MIND OF MINE.

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I GOT POLLS SO UH, DECIDE THIS FOR ME IF ANYONE'S STILL AROUND. SHOULD I:

Post what I have for the finale of 'RTKYH' (a summarization of events)

Keep waiting until I get in the spirit to finish filling the fic in

Voting ended onFeb 14, 2023

To explain the first one, I've got keypoints down, but there's gonna be some bits where I just breeze over events cuz. Ive struggled with gluing the pieces properly together. It means the last chapter will be shorter and more abrupt compared to the others but. It'll be the conclusion at least.

Otherwise, blegh. We'll keep waiting to see.

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Update on Me

Aight, so I'm writing this for yall to know 👉👈 I'm sorry I haven't posted the last chapter of 'Reasons to Keep You Here' or any of the other stuff you were waiting for. I have not been able to claw myself back out of the gutter I'm in with writer's block/motivation. I still have all my ideas and I know for sure I want to finish them and keep writing, but as it stands, I've just been drawing because it feels like it's where my brain's been at so far. I'm sorry for taking so long, I can only hope you're all doing well and will still be around when I finally post my future fics ;v; <3

As it stands, I will probably be posting the art I've drawn of my Homestuck Ocs, and reblogging more self insert stuff from other blogs. I should start reblogging to this blog more because there's some GOOD SHIT out there that belong here for me to look back on and fill my bar up for husbandos and waifs appreciation uwu <3

Ah and one last thing. Gonna go back to purging followers without age in their bios. It's been a while since I checked, time to get back on that horse. *cracks fingers*

All in all, even if I end up in the back of your minds due to inactivity in the fandom you followed me for, I hope you can return someday and read them again. Thank you for liking what I gave, I haven't forgotten and I won't. I wish everyone happiness and fulfillment <3 <3 <3

I love you, thank you.

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There is the ongoing pattern seemingly that when I'm stuck in a rut I go back to BTD and let out some of the heavy themes from it help me vent. I did it for Lawrence alot, ergo my Puppy Y/N and now Im rightfully on my favorite boy Ren, absolutely obsessed with this dude turned dilf.

I don't know about having any juice left over to write something formal but as it stands what I've always imagined for him has, similar to what I gave Lawrence, been an eager participant. Too eager for Ren to handle, too quick to take advantage of his stumbling. Trapped the wrong prey, they're going to eat you whole.

Also, quick confession.... As much as I adore young Ren, holy fuck Ive had a special kind of obsession with messing with Ren from TPOF. I want this old dog to learn new tricks P L E A S E, and i made a stupid fucking au for a Y/N that was abandoned by him and is the kidnapped victim for TPOF.

Alright brainrot done, sins confessed, I need to fuckinf learn how to sleep again. I am scum