#insomnia result

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Status: AWAKE @ 10pm-4am

Ever since I was on my highschool days, I have this disease [as I called it, lol] like almost everybody hates and nobody would want to have it--insomnia. Yes! I'm some sort of an insomniac.Sometimes I just wondered if I was born to be a nocturnal one. And worst, my insomnia often attacks me everytime I really need to rest. Like tright now, I'm a bit sicked and just about to recover. But how can I recover if I lack rest? duh?! Is this some sort of a joke? haha! It's not funny. But oh well, enough of some senseless stuffs [as I admit, I'm senseless right now. But just right now, haha!]. Luckily, I found something that will help my eyes get tired so that in an hour or more I can feel the urge to sleep. And what is it? Do my assignment in Stat. I admit, I'm not that good in Math just like everyone around me when I was on my Accountancy days. But atleast, by this time, I dare to answer those brain-twisting questions by Reyes (the author of our Elem Stat book) with all by myself. Yes, just myself. But like what I've said I'm not that good that's why I'm hoping that somebody could help me answer some of the questions I really can't figured out:

If there are 9 horses in a race, in how many ways can they finish first, second and third?

How many choices do we have if we are going to bet in the lott 6/42 draw?

In how many ways may 6 boys and 7 girls be seated in a row of 13 chairs? What if the boys and the girls must alternate?

If in an examination consisting of 24 questions, a student may omit 6, in how many ways can he select the problems he will answer?

How many 3-digit numbers greater than 300 can be formed from 0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 and 6, if each digit can only be used once?

In how many ways can 10 students be split itno 2 groups containing 4 & 6 respectively?

In how many ways can the 5 starting positions in a basketball team be filled with 8 men who can play any position?

In how many ways can a jack, a queen, and a king be chosen from a deck of 52 cards?

I just hope someone can help me answer these problems...

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Feels like I want to Explode!!!

Status: Presently watching the finale of Spring Waltz…

  ♪♪ Why can’t we be together…

Why can’t we have each other…

You’re all I need, but why can’t I have you… ♪♪

  May naalala ako, and that’s what it pushed me to write this blog.

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  I’m single not because I have no choice.

I’m single not because people don’t wanna get along me.

I’m single not because I don’t receive love, in fact

I’m single because I’m much loved by the people around me

That I don’t need someone to complete me.

  I was just trying to convince myself that I’m happy being single right now,

Especially this hearts’ day but deep inside me—it really sucks.

  Sabi ko kay Kim:

“Nakakairita talaga yang mga taong padala nang padala ng love quotes with matching ‘Happy Valentines Day’ pa…”

  >> Kasi sa totoo lang, I hate this day for the reason that I can’t find a reason why I’m acting like this. Haha!

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  I missed him.

I really missed him.

Especially this day.

  Naalala ko pa yung ‘Isn’t it Romantic?’ na book na bigay niya…

<nasan na nga pala yun, wala sa book shelves ko eh…>

  Reco nila now

Kaya buti pa siya hindi siya mag-isa and I think there will be no time for him to think of me, especially the last valentine we had a year ago.

  Damn it! it really sucks—the way I feel, the way I hate this day <because I want to be with him, but there’s no way>… and I hate red! <huh? Anung konek?>

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  I thought that you’d finally be the one I’ll be sharing forever with

But it turns out that I’m blinded once more.

In love with the idea of being in love.

Though I’m hurt,

I still am in the verge of letting go and holding on.

Confusion takes over my senses,

Questions invade my mind

Still it boils down to one thing—

Is this the right time to use the word ‘goodbye’?

  <by: ate pillow>

  Now I’m confused,

I think I’m starting to like this person

But I don’t think, this has something to do with what they call ‘spark’.

I told Kim bout this I think 2 days ago or I think it’s almost a week

Sabi ko classmates namin pero ayokong sabihin pa sa kanya muna xe pagtatawanan niya ako… haha!

  If I’m starting to like this person,

Then why does my heart still persists to have a come back with ‘him’…

Oh God, please help.

  I don’t want to waste my time,

Coz I’m almost running out of time here.

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Dirty Dining Secrets

For the sake of PR assignment, we were asked to look for Press Releases that's why I aksed my mom to by me Philippine Star and Manila Bulletin and as I was scanning through the pages of the Philippine Star, one articla caught my attention. And it read, Dirty Dining Secrets. At first, I thought it was just a film review or something but when I read the entire column... I can't really figured out my reaction. Why? Because, as a person who's fond of eating out, may it e on a fastfood chain, a food court, or just in a fine dining resto... Now, I'm asking myself if I can still managed to be at ease in eating to all those places. Still can't figured out what I'm talking? Just, let me share what can be helpful to you my fellas and also think and decide whether you'll still eat on your favorite eating place or just stay at the comforts of your own home. So here it is:

You can get regular coffee when you ask for decaf.

Your food can be dunked in the dishwasher.

The cook collects discarded leaves of lettuce, cabbage and tomatoes from the garbage bin to garnish your pizza.

Fingers, thumbs and even other fleshy parts can get dipped into what you are eating and imagine your favorite Chinese que kiam drenched in salty human sweat.

One hotel graduate who worked on a cruise liner tellsof how, when working on the deck, he would squeeze a lttle dash of residue from the floor mop into drinks of particularly obnoxious drunks.

There is also that story of dog food being served in place of grilled hamburger, and the angry stewardess who removed the grime from her high heels and "sprinkled" it with bits of bacon on a passenger's omelet.

One movie where the livid chef chops up live cockroaches to miz into the green salad.

The lesson: we should be kind and polite to the waiters and even to the cooks/chefs on our dine-in places. But we should also keep in mind the following:

The Toilets. If it's dirty, smelly and not sanitized, you can bet that the kitchen will be a mirror image of the toilets.

The Kitchen. It should have a dishwashing machine that also steams and sanitizes kitchen utensils and equipment.

The Staff. They should wear gloves and aprons and the hair must be combed neatly and secured by a cap or a hairnet. Oily faces are a no-no in the kitchen. They should watch their hands after using the rest room.

The Cashier. How does she handles cash payments? Watch whether she holds the bill with her bare hands. Make sure she doesn't use the same hands to pack leftovers or pass on plates from the kitchen to the waiters or to tables.

What will bring about bad behavior from the cooks and the service staff? Rude and cheap diners. Whether you practice tipping or not, remember that waiters have to put up with selfish managers, long ungodly hours and a torrent of abuse from diners. What if the service is poor? If you have no intention of patronizing the restaurant again, hold your tongue. It will save you from unknowingly feasting on "exotic" ingredients mixed in hell and served up on your plate. If ypu would rather complain, speak to someone with authority-- the manager or the owner--and say that your grumbling is offered in the spirit of "constructive criticism." But be aware that it may not safeguard you from seeing a black, wriggly thing swimming in your bowl of soup. (Source: The Philippine Star, 02.17.08)

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I Love You... with all my HYPOTHALAMUS

My heart has been broken many times for loving the person I thought was my forever. And now that it's been broken again (di na nakakapagtaka), I wonder why I'm always being so 'tanga' for not learning my lessons. Was it because, wala akong kadala-dala or because of that 4-letter word that they say males the world go around? And habang nililibang ko ang sarili ko sa kabila nang 'depression mode' ko (haha!), an article on the newspaper caught my attention. And it says that, according to the medical experts, it is not the heart, but a curious part of the human brain which dictates and directs the emotion called love. Some neurologists & other doctors believe that It is a bunch of grape-like matter located at the base of the brain called the it is not some organic pumper that makes the heart beat or flutter faster when one experiences this exhilarating sensation. It is a bunch of grape-like matter located at the base of the brain called the hypothalamus. (source: Phil. Panorama, 02.17.08) Being the most sensitive part of the limbic system, the hypothalamus is the siurce from which all emotions emanate as raw, undirected feelings. Now I don't wanna discussed anymore the more technical & scientific side of the story coz I know it may sound nose bleeding. LOL! But I just want to share what Ate Bettinna said, that being in love is also a chemical process called Chemistry of Love. Now I'm going back to may General Psychology days when were still studying neurotransmitters stuffs. haha!

Phenylethylamine-ang may kagagawan ng pagkakaroon ng pawisang kamay, nangangatog na tuhod at panghihina whenevr you see the apple of your eye. Rapid heartbeats were caused by the overdosage of this molecule in the brain.

Dopamine-nag-iiwan daw ng bakas ng 'glow' sa ating mukha. <how i wish, may nabibilhan ng dopamine para di na ako mukhang haggard plague.haha!>

Norepinephrine-causes adrenaline rush and responsible for our sleepless nights whenever a person is in love. <hindi naman ako palaging in love, pero bakit iniinsomnia pa din ako? huhu!>

Serotonin-"happy hormones" <sana palagi akong overdosed sa serotonin para there's no reason na for me to feel depressed...>.

But still, no matter what the scientists say, I still love 'dady' with all my hypothalamus. haha!

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I Can't Breathe...Hang-over sa PR nung Thursday.

I can’t breathe. I need air. I need rest. I need you. _______________

“Why does the dog wag its tail? Because, it’s smarter than the tail. But what if the tail is smarter than the dog? Then the tail would wag the dog.”

-Wag the Dog

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03.06.084:30pm @ Bulwagang Jose Basa

Matapos akong magbayad ng remaining balance ko sa aking tuition sa admin bulding kasama si Kim, naghintay kami ng halos isang oras din bago kami nagpunta sa gusali ni Julian Felipe dahil daw kailangan naming manood ng matagal na naming pinakahihintay ni Kim—ang Wag the Dog.

Sumasalamin daw sa tunay na imahe ng Public Relations. Ipapakita daw ng pelikulang ito kung gaano kalaki ang impact ng PR. Isa ding DO OR DIE na chance ‘to para (daw) sa mga nanganganib sa subject ni Sir APR.

_________________ Flashback>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>JFH202, around 8:30am

Quiz: Give me “10 definitions of Public Relations with their corresponding Author”

Omigosh! What the f*ckin hell am I going to answer?! Bullshit!

I know it’s my fault, dahil prelims pa lang binigay na sa amin ni Sir ang kumikinang-kinang na Gold Paper. And what does it contain? Charan! Ang hindi mabilang na nagpakahahabang definition ng Public Relations. Dapat kasi non pa pa lang unti-unti ko nang sinaulo yon eh. Paksyet tlga!

  Answer 1: John Grunnig and Todd Hunt-Public Relations is the management of communication between the organization and its public.

 >>>Dito, nakakasigurado na ako. Eh eto lang ang pinakamaikli atang definition ng PR eh. <badtrip tlga, pakiramdam ko ako na ang pinaka walang utak na nilalang sa balat ng lupa>

Do or Die dw etong quiz na’to. ‘Pag hindi mo ito naipasa, see you next sem na lang dahil CONGRATULATIONS! May PR k ulet next sem. Haha! Meaning, kahit pasado ka ng Prelims at Midterms at medyo aabutin nmn ng kahit 1.00 ang grade mo kapag ni-divide sa 3 para sa Final Grade mo, kapag bagsak ka sa quiz na’to…BAGSAK KA PA DIN!

“Papayag ka bang susukatin ang performance mo sa PR ng buong sem sa pamamagitan lang ng isang quiz?”-Jackner Borja

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Things to be accomplished:

Ang malagim na PR Campaign (na malamang-lamang, magho-holy week na ata eh kasalukuyan pa din kaming nagde-defense.

30 pages na babasahin para sa OrgCom (with matching output pa)

Take home quiz sa nakakadugong utak na STAT!

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Nakapanlumo.

Nakapanghina.

Nakakapagod.

  AYOKO NA!!!

Hindi na’ko makahinga.

  SANA MAGBAKASYON NA TALAGA! <yung, I have all my time para bumawi ng tulog at walang iintindihing deadline>

  Vacation Mode: Reason kung bakit February pa lang, tinatamad na akong pumasok.

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7 Things You Should Realize After a Breakup

7. Every race has a FINISH LINE.       ♥♥♥ Cguro nga, it's the end of my race na to him. Meron na siyang iba, and goddamnit...              NAUNAHAN nya ako. Anlaking pagkakamali ko, dpat inunahan ko na xa. So what it              he has a new one, I can also find my guy. I dunno if i should tolerate this bitterness              within me, but i think it should be. Bakit? KASI WALA KAMING CLOSURE. Asan              na ang b*y*g nya?! PINAASA NYA LANG AKO! 6. Breaking up is either letting go of a good one     or KICKING OUT A MORON.

       ♥♥♥ Who said that he's a moron? haha! Now i hate myself very much. Not because Love               HURTS, but rather love SUCKS. Dati, i always kept reminding myself that i'm               moving on with my life but i'm not LETTING GO of him. Dahil naniniwala akong               may chance pang magkaaus kami. Pero ngayon? Tangina! Ansakit-sakit na               malamang may iba na xa. Ang tae-tae! Eto nb ang right time pra mag-let go ako?

5. You lose a person because a MORE                 IMPORTANT one must enter.        ♥♥♥ Tlaga lang huh? Maybe this is quite true (for me, as of now). Dati, ang alam ko lang,              siya na ang pinakaimportante kesa sa iba pang dadating. Pero ngayong may iba                na xa, ewan ko... kung sa kanya tapos na kami, pero skn hindi pa. Dahil ayokong              mgsalita ng TAPOS.

4. LOVE has its own reason, DESTINY has its      own way and KARMA has its own judgement.      ♥♥♥ If love has its own reason, then what's the reason kung bakit kami nagkakaganito?                 Eto ba ang paraan ng lintek na destiny na yan para malaman ko yung reason ng love             ek ek na yan? Oo, alam ko karma ko na 'to. Pero napagbayaran ko na, and i've               learned enough. But what about my good karma?

3. The one who cries the WORST,     is the one who loves the MOST.        ♥♥♥ Ayoko na sanang mag-comment dito. Pinagsisisihan ko na yung mga panahong                   aminado ako na hindi ko masyadong napagtuunan yung pagmamahal nya non sa                  akin. Yung mga luhang pumatak galing sa mga mata niya. Pero naiisip nya               din kaya yung mga gabing wla akong tigil sa pag-iyak dahil wala akong magawa               para magkaayos man lang kami? At lalo na ngayon na meron na siyang iba, hindi               man lang kami nkapag-disclose. 2. Time won't heal the heartace,     but a NEW love will surely do.        ♥♥♥ I think this is it. Tis the time para iuntog ko na 'tong ulo ko sa pader at baka                         sakaling matauhan na'ko. WANTED: PERFECT BOYFRIEND, huh?meron ba non, eh              dba sabi nila nobody's perfect. Damn it! 1. It's the end of relationship,     but not your LIFE.        ♥♥♥ Ok, i got it! I've been through a lot of things even before I met him, and way back              before I know i'm a strong one. And i know for sure, I still am right now. I should get              a life, and GET A NEW BOYFRIEND! >>> Whew! blogging is really my anti-depressant. I feel somehow relieved.

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From a Callalily fan to Aurora Avid...

March 14, 2008-Robinson's Place, Dasmariñas, Cavite Excited kaming pareho ni Chezka, dahil makikita namin ang Callalily. Pero, damn it! 3:30pm plng nakaupo nkmi s stage pro anu ba't 7:30 na wala pa din ang mahal kong Alden kasama ang kanyang bandang Callalily. Nagtext c Chezka kay R2 (Calla's Manager), nasiraan daw ang Calla. Buti na lang, anjan ang Aurora para pawiin ang aming pagkainip. Ansaya ng photo op. Grabe, ambait nla... hindi cla mayabang, andsobrang down-to-earth! And here's the most f*ckin, stupidest, disappointing, saddest thing... SOBRANG TAE! Almost, 8:30pm na wla pa din ang Calla. Shit! Biglang nag-voice over, "We apologize for Callalily will not be able to make it" Damn it! Meaning, hindi na daw tutuloy ang Calla. Sabi na nga ba eh! I knew it! Pero sabi nung coordinator, dadating pa din daw ang Callalily... Mag-o-autograph signing na lang dw kasi magsasara na ang Rob. Fin'lly, dumating na din ang mahal kong Alden w/ the band. C Kian. Suplado. Mukang haggard na haggard. Badtrip. Reason: Todo effort clang makaabot para sa mall tour nila, pero dahil nasiraan nag-arkila na lang cla ng jeep. Pero dahil rush hour at traffic, naglakad daw cla ng mahaba hanggang Rob. Badtrip kasi, hindi na cla makatugtog. At lalong nabadtrip dahil pinapaalis na cla ng Rob's mgt. Diretso kagad cla sa backstage, tapos parang nag-usap2 cla don. Maya2, umalis na cla. Diretso na cla s elevator. Kami, naiwanan. Paksiyettttt!!! Punta kami sa parking lot, pero sabi ni manong guard wala dw dalang sasakyan ang Callalily dahil ngcommute nga lang dw cla. Sus! ba naman yan, naghintay na nga kami ng pagkatagal-tagal tpos nbulilyaso pa ang pagpapa-autograph. Antae ha! "Tara na nga uwi natau. Ayoko na sa Callalily, Aurora na lang ako... Pero mahal ko pa din c Alden..haha!"

♥♥♥ Alden, kung hindi dahil sau hate ko na ang Calla. haha! Till here, keep in touch! ♥♥♥

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A Public Apology

March 11, 2008- Just when i thought he already replaced me in his heart... After a conversation via chat with my friend, as she asked me bout mah luvlyf i told her that i'm still in the midst of moving on but not letting go of him. Then after a second or two, she mumbled: "What if may iba na xa?".. whoa! i could not contain this to myself Andrea: Panu mo nalaman? Friend: Di ko lang alam. Assuming lang. Andrea: Panu mo nga nasabi na may iba na xa? Friend: Feeling ku lang... Andrea: I know may alam ka, cge na sis... anu ba un, c'mon tell me... Friend: Xa na lang bhala mgsabe sau... >>> Waaah! eto, kinabahan nko. Iba na pakiramdam ko... Yung tanging taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko, panu nya ngawang pag-isipin ako ng ganto. And worst, she left me hangin in the air. damn it, i hate this feeling. After a few hours, i received a notification via email that she updated her blog. And according to her blog:     "i am so happy for <TOOT>... sa wakaz sila na! yey!... nakaktuwa naman! they deserve each other!...         hehehe,,, galing!... pewo, xempre di absolute yung saya ko xe... me nasasaktan ding isa ko pang friend...        pewo anung magagwa nia... hehehe... hanap na lang x ng iba... hehehe..." Hello? ako ba tinutukoy dito...yung friend na nasasaktan at anung magagwa nung friend na un kundi humanap na lang ng iba... At yung, sa wakas cla na ni... toot... ang 'dady' ko ba un? Edi emote2 ako sa g.m ko, tpos ngtext-text pako sknya ng 'sna maging masaya nkau ng bago mong gf...' Grabe, and i felt betrayed by a friend knowing that once, naging in-good terms din kami ni TOOT... Well, well, well... all of these doubts were now under the curse: MALING HINALA. Kinabukasan (March 12), as i was walking to CBA301 pra sa Stat exam, my phone beeped. And that's it! the confirmation i've been waiting.     "Mga tsimis nga nman... Wla akng baging gf noh... Kya wag k mgdrama jan sis.." Sis, kasi yun yung tawag nya skn since the day we fell apart... YES! Wala siyang new gf... and sabi nya, 'self-supporting' dw xa nw, meaning WALA SIYANG GF dahil focused dw xa nw s studies... The greatest DILEMMA:     >>> Grabe! i hate myself... pinag hinalaan ko siya na may bago na siyang gf. tpos c            TOOT, pinag-isipan ko ng masama. Tpos ako, todo emote2 nang wla naman palang            dahilan. NKAKAHIYA, NKAKAHIYA AT NKAKAHIYA! ako un, at wla nang            iba. Antanga-tanga ko, tpos sa blog ko galit na galit ako sa knya... and para bang            gusto ko na siyang kalimutan. Tpos i discovered, na eto palng c TOOT eh may bf nga            pero hindi naman pla ung 'dady' ko ang bf niya. it's the other guy. damn it! ayoko na,            nahihiya ako para sa sarili ko. My Public Apology:     To 'dady': Sorry kung nag-over-react ako. i know nakakahiya yung ginawa ko. as in!     To TOOT: Sorry din kung pati ikaw napag-isipan ko ng kung anuman tawag dun.     To friend: I'm sorry din if i doubted your friendship wit me. At sa mga nakabasa poh ng blog ko entitled '7 things u shud do after breakup'... Eto lang poh, LOVE KO PA DIN ANG 'DADY' KO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.