okay so I’ve decided to write a lot more on this blog because I feel like writing will, 1) help me a lot more and 2) potentially help someone who’s reading this, I will name my posts song titles that I think relate
are you ever so invested in the thought of someone seeing you in a way that can’t be imagined. Thinking you’re the most perfect person ever, no matter the embarrassing shit you do. Looking at you and thinking “wow they’re what I need in my life” I’ve found myself doing this a lot, maybe there is someone out there that thinks that. I think it’s something so strange that there could be someone so hopelessly in love with you, without you being aware of it. I don’t know if what I’m writing makes sense and I’m probably going to look back at this and cringe, but this is something so relevant to me at the moment, instead of wallowing in self pity and loneliness, I’ve kind of just thought about this.