Jun 2, 2013
I don't understand why this is so hard for me.
I've had my pump for almost a year now and at first I did alright with changing my site but now it literally takes me an hour of walking away and coming back working myself up to get it on. Why the fuck is this so hard? It seriously scares the shit outta me. And its so stupid cause I know it doesn't hurt very much usually and that I'm going to be fine but sometimes I just leave my pump off for hours cause I can't bring myself to do it. And sometimes it gets to where I'm on the verge of tears cause o can't do it. Idk I always manage to get it eventually but really it shouldn't be this god damn hard still. Its bull shit and I hate it.