Went to the pharmacy to get my prescriptions filled, the hubs goes in to pay while I stayed in the car. A minute goes by and I start to wonder where Babbit was. A moment later he gets into the car, he handed me the bag and start to look for all my meds, make sure all is in order. I was only able to get 2 out of 7 prescriptions filled. I got two important meds in my arsenal, mind you...everything else is icing on the cake. I asked Chris what was going on? Why did I only had a couple of my meds. He tells me that the insurance was cancelled and it would cost cash out of pocket to get all of the scripts filled. More money then I we have. I can pay cash, however I would have to pick and choose which one I fill. Pay every week or so. I may have to cut some out completely because they cost more than my rent. Which I can work through, but sucks either way. I believe I need to dig deep and get in touch with my DBT skills again. Remember who I was and what I did before medication to keep myself in check. Knowing who I was before meds helps not to repeat it. I can do it. One day at a time. Get the meds I need. The ones that help me to maintain a normal life. A functional life. I'll be okay. I'll be just groovy. Everything will be fine. I can do this. I need to be positive and maintain a healthy lifestyle that's all. If this is a test, I'm ready. Let's do this! . . . #bipolarblogger #anxiety #medicine #insuranceissues #prescription #outofpocket #dbtskills #funtionalmentalhealth #mentalhealth #Icandothis #keepbeingpositive #tolife (at Columbus, Ohio)