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Born to be a freak, forced to be innocent

#born to be forced to be #random post #a girl in my theater class told me i give off this vibe #idk how to tag this #uhhhh #>:3 #hehe #im a freak #internally though #random thoughts #idk man

I think Bernard Black is my spirit animal

#the more i watch black books #the more i relate #i am bernard black #internally though #coffee #black books #bernard black #dylan moran #me #relate #i want a book shop

OMG OMG OMG

So the town library that I work at was doing a ghost thing, ‘Documenting the Dead’. Which they usually do something around this time of year so... but this time it was Dustin Pari from Ghost Hunters! I lost my shit. I actually took of work so I could go see him and, internally, I was totally freaking out. This is probably one of the biggest things in my life so far. Bigger than graduating college cuz, while important, that was just like ‘thank god this shit is over’. I was actually kind of freaking out for a few days leading up to it, was so excited/nervous. It’s hard for me to tell the difference between them so I’ll just say I was both.

So frigging awesome. I got to talk to him, and I bought his book and he signed it and mom took a picture. I need to get that and maybe post it here. Anyway, super exciting... and now I’m super sleepy... people interactions are hard... rewarding but hard.

#frombeyondthestar #totally lost my shit #internally though #I thought I kept pretty cool on the outside #still needed mom there for emotional support #but had an awesome time