Internet had been down since Tuesday morning, of course no on was available to fix it until tomorrow morning... Didn't realize how dependent I was on it to help distract my brain from wallowing in guilt and anxiety and all the other fun things I've been dealing with since the endo debacle started. Max picked up Blue Planet for me to help distract me, but I've already watched it twice... I did send off my records and hopefully will hear from CEC soon. I just want all of this to be over. I want to be a contributing member of my household. I want to get back to work so I can make some headway toward getting into a job I like. I think I'm going to do my best to clean tonight and maybe put on the shark week stuff I saved to my compy before the Great Internet Outage of 2013. Sharks make everything better.