Oct 25, 2022
I'mma try an' write a bit more tomorrow before my shift starts. Today, I manage one little thing and I am about to keel.
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I'mma try an' write a bit more tomorrow before my shift starts. Today, I manage one little thing and I am about to keel.
Greg doesn’t have bad social skills nor is it a preference to be alone but, he’s very shy. I feel as though I’ve said this ninety-nine times on his blog. But with this being said for a hundredth time, due to his shyness Greg has a hard time, literally having fun, in moments of celebration. IF he has friends with him, it’s memorable. He’s happy. He’s like everybody else there. IF it’s business oriented or with people he does not know; Greg enjoys the atmosphere. He really does. But he feels bored and honestly, lonely. He has no reason to talk to anyone around him. He has nothing to really talk about at the top of his mind. So he’s just. Sitting there. Watching others and overall waiting for the good time to end.
I really want to draw right now, but I have family over. :C
about to embark on a week long adventure where I have to socialize 24/7 and work to make a mock city a better place
wish me luck
Me: I am going to go down to that office and yell at them for cocking everything up!
Me: Actually, I am going to be extremely polite and apologize for inconveniencing them! My social anxiety prevents me from even pretending I will express my feelings! ARGH!
God I just really need to grow a backbone. This is ridiculous. Why do I still care so much what others think? Just get over it.
How am I surviving without my laptop...
I feel like I have fallen into the state of depression.
I walked into the staffroom this morning at 8am to have my breakfast and every table was full, except for a spare chair on each table. I had to choose a group of people I don't know to sit with. I had to sit with people. It was actually scary, I walked into that staffroom and realised there were no empty tables and just stared around the room in fear.