Oh GOD
The Nostalgia is real
Almost 3 years to the day and here I am back on my bullshit
Its bigger this time around, but the hobbit hole lives
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Oh GOD
The Nostalgia is real
Almost 3 years to the day and here I am back on my bullshit
Its bigger this time around, but the hobbit hole lives
Happy birthday Iolaea
an apology, and a word.
my name is tylah. I’m still young, and about a year ago I made a lot of mistakes. those mistakes caused a lot of grief, but I’m not the only kid who’s ever made mistakes. we all made a lot of mistakes.
if you don’t know the story, let me tell it.
I was fourteen and I was absolutely in love with Mianite. it was my whole life, and I shared it was a group of friends. now these people had been my second group of internet friends, and I was fucking ecstatic. I’d never had so many friends, or felt like I had belonged like this. @nadeshotlives was there with me.
originally, it was a group project, we had no idea what we were doing, or even how to make or fund it. but we called our little project iolaea. we released it to the public, to gauge interest, and it exploded. within the week we’d gotten over a hundred applications, and they were still coming in.
I had dug up the funds to pay for our little server, and work begun. within the first week, id had been pushed so far outside my comfort zone it wasn’t funny. I’d been contacting Minecraft builders, contacting artists, organising the story. spreading myself so thin that all my Mianite friends were worried for me. but I pushed through. I wanted to belong to something great! something I could be proud of!
I went through the applications myself, and chosen the builders by hand. it was hard, and I had cried a lot, but it gotten it done! my friends were proud! once again, I sent out the correspondence, and set up the skype group.
the first story time was hard. but the bts team pushed through! we were so proud. but it only went downhill from there. within the next two months, people were quitting and screaming at me. I was being threatened. fucking death threats from people I had trusted.
I spread myself thinner, tried to please everyone. but it didn’t work. things only got worse. but I won’t go into that. during those months, I made mistakes. I hurt people, and people hurt me.
I ended up cancelling iolaea all together. it broke my heart.
during the time that followed, I let my pride stop me from reaching out to my new friends, my pale buddy, and even my qpp, for the help I desperately needed. things only fell apart further from there. I pushed people away, I said hurtful things.
I want to tell you I’m sorry. you’ll know who you are I want to tell you how much it fucking hurts me to look back and see just how much I hurt you guys and myself. I want you to know that if I could go back and change the things I said, I would.
I don’t expect your forgiveness, hell I don’t expect you to say anything to me, or even apologise this. I just want you to know I’m sorry.
and although iolaea took so many things from me, it also gave me a lot. it gave me fond memories of staying up way too late and playing cah. it gave me zanna, and all of her friends. you guys helped me open my eyes to who I really am, and who I could be if I tried hard enough.
so thank you.
Formal Notice;
From this point on, Iolaea will not be continuing. There are several reasons for this development, and at this point of time, will not be disclosed. All equiries about this may be dircted to my person blog.
- Tylah
Where Has Wizard Gemja Been?
So in Iolaea during the crises with all of the other Wizards it's never really explained what Gemja is doing. Basically she is just watching all this happen, here is an entry from her Journal to explain her thoughts:
An Entry from the Journal of Gemja-
"I have gone back to my old ways of observing. My family is falling apart, I've already lost one family, I can't lose another. I don't know what to do, I just don't know! I can't take it! It's driving me insane just having to sit here and watch everything crumble around me! Masen is like a mother to me, I couldn't bear to ever lose her. I miss Salix, I miss Aleks, I miss Masen, I miss the way it used to be! Their bodies may be here but the Wizards I used to know certainly aren't. I wish we could just go back to the good old days. Everyone forgets how young I am, I never got a normal childhood, it has always been observe and survive. Until I met the Wizards, they welcomed me, taught me their ways and basically raised me. I still had to mature very quickly and even with the war I felt safe, knowing I had found where I belonged. They are my family and I love them all so much. I feel so helpless, I want to help them so badly but I don't know how! It's slowly breaking me apart...."
Masen’s Backstory - Part 3
About 300 years had passed by and Masen was feeling quite content with her new Wizard life. She had helped to build large cities in the names of the Gods as well as small builds for the residents of the land she had learnt to be called Iolaea. Many people, far and wide, had come to her, asking her to build something for them for a reasonable price. The Gods of this land were… Interesting beings. Masen got along with them okay, but she couldn’t shake the feeling that there was something more than she was seeing.
Iolaea Masen’s Backstory - Part 2
Masen woke up, disorientated and confused on a small island. Her clothes were slightly tattered and she had no items with her. She tried to remember what had happened but her head ached. Nightfall was quickly approaching and so she made herself a small hut to spend the night. Over the next few days, Masen went out into the land to explore and find materials. She went down into the depths of the earth and mined out as much as she could carry.
Masen’s Backstory - Part 1
Masen was originally from a world called Etheria, where magic and technology worked together hand in hand. Her mother was a famed mechanic while her father was an ex member of the Crimson Cult.