I might take a bit long to post things for a the next week
...because, you know...
finals.
Welcome to college, my fellow humans. Where anxiety levels skyrocket to the point that many people lose track of their sanity and start making labyrinths in the snow with their footprints and cry over a potato chip that has been broken in half.
So I will be studying, mostly, and working on group projects. And when I'm not doing that, I'll probably be watching anime in order to calm down.
So... yeah! Keep voting, keep calm, keep supporting SuJu, and good luck with your finals if you're a college student! I'll update when I have time and motivation!
Here we go! This is for the anon who requested a Siwon scenario where he's your BF, and he comforts you and helps you after you have a terrible scare.
Hope you enjoy!
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It's fairly late at night, and you've only just turned off all the lights in your house in order for you to go to sleep. It's a fairly nice place-- one that you worked really hard in order to get.
You've just crawled under the covers of your bed when you hear the door open. Maybe... maybe Siwon is here again?
You get up, your heart beating quickly. Your boyfriend, after all, has a very busy schedule, so goes to see you whenever he has time, no matter how late at night it is. And he has the key to your house, so...
You make your way to the entrance, happy to see him.
"Oppa, why didn't you turn any of the lights on when you came in?" you ask of the shadows, reaching for the light switch.
You freeze, finger on the switch. You try to look at your assailant by only moving your eyes, but in the darkness, all you can make out is the length of the knife, held by a gloved hand and muscular arm covered in thick knitted cloth. You can sense the presence behind you, and you don't dare to move. You don't even dare to swallow, for fear that doing so will push the blade into your vulnerable throat.
How hadn't you noticed him? How had he snuck up on you? And why, why did this have to happen to you?
"Don't move," the man's voice demands. You can already tell that it's not Siwon's. It's too... desperate. Younger than him, too. Couldn't be more than a kid. "Don't turn on the lights. Put your hand down."
You feel tears leak from your eyes, but you remain frozen. Your heart is beating faster and faster, and the only thing you can think of doing is what he tells you. You put your hand down, trying to think of what you should do.
"This is a good apartment. Any valuables?"
You open your mouth, but are afraid to say anything from the way the knife is pressed up right against your throat. He pulls it away just a sliver, and you manage to get out a tiny little croak. If only you hadn't left your cell phone up in your bedroom!
"I... I just paid for my home loan," you gasp around the tears, once again trying to think what you should do. Your thoughts are scattered with fear. Your hands are shaking. "I don't... I don't have anything. Please, just leave me alone."
He grabs a fistful of your hair and yanks your head backwards, and you squeak a small scream of pain. He's glaring down at you, and you can't do anything but stare backwards at him. You wish you could make out his face, but it's too dark.
"Bitch, don't you dare lie to me. I'll slit your throat right here."
"Okay!" You blurt, watching his wrist, with the knife, out of the corner of your eye. "In... in the kitchen. I keep my emergency money in one of the kitchen drawers.
"Alright, then, let's go to the kitchen," he demands, pulling the knife away from your neck and quickly pressing the tip up against your back instead. With his free hand he pushes you forward, and you obediently move towards the kitchen. When you enter, he pushes you forward, forcing you to trip over the lip between carpet and linoleum and stumble forward.
"Alright, which drawer is it?" he asks, stepping away from you and into the kitchen. Finally, you can feel the cold metal pull away from your back, and you wait for him to take one step. Two.
Suddenly a siren screams out, filling your kitchen with sound. When the sound causes him to freeze in panic, you take the opportunity to run as fast as you can. You tear through your house and up the stairs, screaming, hoping one of your neighbors will hear you.
"You stupid bitch!" You can hear him shout after you. "How did you call the police?!"
You dash up the stairs and into your room, fumbling around in the dark for your phone, your heart threatening to beat out of your chest. You manage to knock it off of the bedside table, panicking at the thud when it hits the floor. Your hands are shaking too much to get the access code right.
Downstairs, the sirens continue. "Oh, fuck this! I'm coming back for you, bitch!" You hear him shout. Then running footsteps, the front door flying open. You get up the courage to peek over your windowsill, and see a man running away from your house like Hell is following him.
You collapse against your wall, your heart convulsing, tears streaming from your eyes. You fumble for buttons on your phone, and finally it's ringing. You press it to your ear, trying to at least control your breathing.
"Hello? Babe, it's me, why are you calling so late at night?"
You must have accidentally called Siwon instead of the police. You're just so used to calling him, that's where your hands took you since your brain wasn't functioning properly.
You can't manage to get any words out, only run your fingers through your hair and sob uncontrollably into the microphone. You'd never been so terrified in your life.
"Hey, are you crying?" Siwon asks you, panic in his voice. "Did something happen to you? Are you alright?"
Your heart is still convulsing, and you can still barely think, but you manage to get out the words "somebody just broke into my house!"
"Oh my-- Are you okay? Are you hurt?! Did he steal something?"
"He... he had a knife, and I thought it was you, and I... but he ran away, and..." you collapse into crying again, shivering.
His voice is soothing when it comes through again. "Alright... calm down. It's okay. As long as you're safe. You are safe, right?"
You manage to squeak a confirmation. Physically, you were unharmed.
"Have you called the police?"
You explain the accident of calling him, and how you haven't yet.
"Okay, keep me on the line of your cell phone, alright? And then use your house phone to call the police."
You nod, whimpering, even though he can't see you. You hold the cell phone to your ear, dialing the emergency phone number.
While it rings, you hear a loud BANG from the phone connected to Siwon.
"What was that?!" You squeak.
"Nothing. Just the car door, don't worry."
And just then the dispatcher answers, so you, shakingly, explain everything that happened, with Siwon's voice in your ear, reminding you that you are safe now, that you have everything together. With his help, you tell her everything that you can remember. The knitted fabric, the kind of knife it was, the sound of his voice, and what little you had seen about what his face looked like.
Finally you were able to put down the house phone, and remained only with Siwon's voice on your cell phone. "I'm done," you say, sniffling.
"Do you feel a bit better?" he asks you. There's a slight rumbling in the background of the phone call, but, in your current mental state, you can't figure out what it is.
"A little," you admit, "but I still can't really calm down."
"I'll help you, okay?"
You agree.
"Can you stand up?"
You slowly, carefully, lift yourself up off the ground using the edge of your bed, and tell him that you managed it. "But my legs are shaking."
"Okay, so sit down on the edge of the bed."
You do.
"Now put your head down, and say whatever passages come to mind."
Passages? you think. And then remember. Of course. Passages. Of the Bible.
You roll your eyes, but when you actually do put your mind on trying to think of the holy words, you really do start to feel a bit better. But it's probably because you're concentrating so hard on something, like counting to a hundred.
When you're finished, he asks, "so are you okay to stand now?"
You get up, and then ask him what's next.
"Turn the lights on."
You do, and the sudden light is a bit of a shock, since you'd been sitting in the dark for so long, but now that it's on, everything around you seems a bit less frightening. Inspired by that, you walk through your house, turning on every single light you find, even the tiny display light under a glass figurine sitting on top of one of your coffee tables.
When your house is brightly lit, you ask him what you should do now. Your heartbeat is starting to return to its normal pace, but you don't want to admit it to him, because he's trying so hard to calm you down, even though he isn't actually with you.
"Now I want you to go back into the kitchen, alright? Can you do that?"
You do, wiping the remainders off of your cheeks. "Okay, I'm here, Oppa." The siren had shut itself off a long time ago, so it was quiet in the kitchen.
"Now get out popcorn, chocolate chips, milk, sugar, and our two favorite coffee mugs."
You sniffle, smiling to yourself, finally starting to see what he's doing.
"Done? Now go to the living room and pull that really fuzzy blanket off of the chair and put it on the couch."
You do as instructed, going numbly through the actions. "Alright, is that everything?"
You hear another bang like before, through the phone, but ignore it this time.
"Now, only one more thing."
"Yeah?" you ask, pausing.
"Go to the front door and open it."
You freeze, biting your lip hard. "T...the door?" The guy who had attacked you had run out the front door.
"It's alright. He is NOT going to come back to get you, no matter what he said. I'll make sure of it, alright?"
"O...okay," you reply, and then go to the door, carefully swinging it open, noticing that the lock has been broken.
And there's Siwon, his car parked behind him, phone still pressed to his ear.
You practically tackle him, wrapping your arms around his waist and burying your face in his shirt. His plain white t-shirt, like he'd gotten dressed in a rush. You bunch the fabric up in your fists, never wanting to let it go ever again.
He turns off his phone and holds you against him, very gently. Finally he walks you into the house, closing the door behind the two of you. You still refuse to let go of him.
"So just how did you scare him away?" he asks, taking you into the kitchen with him so he can make hot chocolate out of the milk, chocolate chips, and sugar that you've set out on the counter.
You half laugh, leaning your head against his shoulder. "That stupid motion-sensing alarm thing you gave me for a prank present. The one that only goes off when you don't want it to. I forgot that I left it on the counter, and when he walked by, it went off. It was practically a miracle."
He hugs you to him again, and says, "Thank God."
You roll your eyes, but instead of arguing, just repeat him. "Thank God."
"So, snacks and a movie," Siwon asks you.
You swallow, letting out tears of a much different nature then you had before. "Yeah. Yeah, that works."
The police arrive a few minutes later.
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There you go! I came up with the phone call idea on the fly hahaha. Like, how you can kind of figure out what he's doing as you go, and how he's getting closer to you as you go through all of these things. Cute, I guess? IDK, it seemed like a cool idea in my head. I hope you liked it!
So while I sort of kind of work on scenarios (I don't want to do my homework because I'm still tuckered out from the con, but I have to before I get sucked into writing, which is 1000000 times more fun), I kind of thought of another quirk to my writing that I hope is okay?
Like, I realized that, no matter which member of Super Junior it is, I will always say he looked down at you, or you looked up at him. I realize that they aren't all tall, so it's highly possible that "you" would realistically be taller than him. Especially if you're a foreigner.
I apologize for this. I write it this way because I am tiny. 5'1", 156 cm. To me, even Ryeowook would be looking down at me. So if this is not the case for you, I am SOOO sorry. If you want to specify that you're taller than whichever member you request to be paired with, or bigger than him in any way, that is NOT A PROBLEM. Just let me know, okay? Really, if there's anything about my scenarios you're unsatisfied with, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I do this for the exclusive purpose of making you guys happy, and I won't know if I'm doing my job wrong if you don't let me know! So please, don't be afraid to shoot me a message with a little constructive criticism!
It was an amazing weekend that I will be geeking out about for a long long long LOOOOOOONG time. I got signatures from some of my favorite voice actors, played games, saw amazing cosplay, danced until my entire body is so sore that it hurts to move even now, 16 and a half hours after I woke up the next day, and I may or may not currently be reading yaoi (it's definitely yaoi).
Basically, what I'm saying is, I may be back, but there's no guarantee that I'll be able to work on scenarios too much. I also have sleep to catch up on, a group project to work on, and LOTS of anime to watch. Which is very important. I promise. I am WAY behind in the anime world. >.<
That said, reminder that requests are still temporarily closed. Unofficially. That means that although you can feel free to send in any comments, questions, or greetings, and especially responses to my question about countries of origin, I won't be accepting any story requests until I've caught up. Not getting any work done over the weekend does not mean I want any more at the moment. But I prom15e, when I recover from post-con depression, I will get to work!
I live in the northern United States, personally (Yes, it's pretty cold right now, and will only get colder), but I'm fairly sure that a lot of you aren't from the U.S.
So where are you from? Shoot me a message! You can do it on anon, if you want.
I'm working on scenarios right now, so I think it'll be a nice game to get me motivated. The more motivated I am, the better the scenarios are!
I really would love to know where you're all from! The inbox is open!
So I know I always have excuses about not posting requested scenarios in a timely manner, but in this case, it's kind of because I just started college.
The request came in right about when I was beginning the packing process, and then I was moving in, and then I was going through Welcome Week activities, and now I'm starting classes, but tuition is due soon, so I'm freaking out, and I'm still applying for jobs, and...
Basically, I was not really prepared for college, so as soon as I get my shit figured out, I SWEAR on my status as an ELF that I will work on the scenario that has been requested. Until then, please be patient!
Thanks you guys!!!! I don't even know what to do to thank you all. Selfies? A video? I could show all of my fanarts. I've never gotten to 100 followers before, lol. :D :D :D
But, until I think of what I want to do, I'll just say that I can't thank you enough, and I hope you continue to follow, and enjoy the scenarios that I post! Onward and Upward!
