#irl nausea

[multifandomfangirl93]

Some know, but more don’t. I have emetophobia when it comes to myself, but I ALSO have emetophilia when it comes to others.

Unfortunately, right now, I am seriously freaking out cause I feel nauseous and kinda pukey honestly. Right at the top of my stomach and the back of my throat, I started to suddenly feel nauseated. I’m currently letting a Zofran dissolve under my tongue and I’m trying to distract myself.

I hate this for me.

I love it for other people.

But I REALLY HATE this for me. 😭

I just want someone to hold me and rub my belly and tell me it’s gonna be alright. I want someone who would willingly sit with me if I threw up. I want someone to ground me, brush my hair away from my face, wet a wash cloth for my neck and another for my face. I want someone to rub my back and kiss my neck and shoulders, whispering that I’m okay and they’re with me and to get it all out. ONLY if my body makes me throw up.

That’s the thing about me. I won’t do it willingly. I have to be like on the edge of projectile vomiting where I am before I allow myself to puke. I panic, ESPECIALLY when I’m alone like I am right now.

Send help.

And comfort.

[gusherguy]

carsick tonight

i was on a really really long drive and for some reason i was getting super carsick even though that doesn't happen often. my pants felt wayyyy too tight, and i kept getting hot flashes. i burped over and over and they felt rumbly and thick and gross.

i didn't even eat anything....or maybe that's why i felt sick. i kept having to ask my friend to stop the car, and going to the bathroom over and over. my guts were gurgling so loud i was scared they could hear me! i'm finally home now, with ginger ale.

[playingsick]

I got so nauseous this evening, well it was more like indigestion mixed with cramps that was making me feel feel sick my best friend said she was also feeling nauseous whilst we were texting and since we're huge HUGE empaths for each other I jokingly said 'that's probably me I feel nauseous because of pms I'm sorry lmao' she then replied with 'you've probably amplified my nausea. Fuck you lmao'. She said she went to the bathroom and dry heaved since she had nothing to bring up but she felt better, meanwhile coincidentally my nausea had also began to get better too.. Oddly fascinating.