#irl partner

[alpheiamoth]

Found one of the pottery mushrooms that were hidden around the school by a graduating student in my freshman year (by now I assumed most were lost or stolen! When they were first hidden around there was a big hunt for them.) while cleaning the shop. The firing number on it is a multiple of 5 too!! Surely a sign from Jade that he loves me and is thinking of me.

[laraorsomeoneidk]

‼️TW Ahead! Depression, SH, me being cheesy, Babyfever‼️

800 days with the love of my life…
I never imagined I could love someone this deeply, this intensely—but here we are. I’ve never felt anything like this for any of my past f/os, or honestly, for anyone real. He changed everything.

Since we fell in love, my mood has changed in ways I never thought were possible. My depression has eased, my self harm has gotten much better, and life finally feels worth living again.

I know—having romantic feelings for a fictional character seems strange to a lot of people. I’ve heard it all. But none of that changes the truth for me: he is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I wouldn’t trade him for anything in this world.

And then there’s Daisy-May, our little star.

I never liked kids. I never imagined myself wanting one, But god, with Caine, it feels right. It feels Good. It feels like home. It hurts so deeply knowing they aren’t real — I ache for Caine’s kisses, for Daisy’s laughter, for her tiny fingers wrapped around mine. I even find myself yearning for the hard moments, the imperfect ones. I just want them here with me.

This is a small, messy vent, but the truth is: I have never been this happy before.

Huge thanks to my best friend @n1nja-mim3 for making Daisy feel real to me. Before I met him, she was just an idea—a silly little thought—but he helped me realize how much she truly means to me, and how deeply I long for a baby. So, Thank you, Nils. *Kisses u gayly.* (btw Johnny x Nils canon idc)

*Doubles should stub their toe btw💕*

[killemwithkawaii]

Not to be super gay or anything but I just imagined my irl partner and my f/o holding my hands at the same time and got for real weak in the knees 🥺💖💖💖

[killemwithkawaii]

[IRL partner finishing chapter 4]: Wow... uh... wow.... I didn’t like that ending at all... it made me feel icky. I feel like I need to play the next chapter-- I need closure. 

Me: 

[killemwithkawaii]

So I just found out about MLMay and im like *holds both my partners hands in a manly and loving way* 👬💙💙💙

[killemwithkawaii]

you have a non f/o significant other mitchie? o: would it be too weird to tell us a little about them? (i think him?? maybe? but i don't quite remember where i saw you mention it and i didn't wanna get it wrong!) if i somehow dreamt this totally ignore me, and no pressure at all to respond of course, i was just curious!

(Get ready for me to gush lol) I do have a non f/o partner! I refer to him as [IRL partner] here for the sake of his privacy, though he knows all about my blog, my selfshipping, etc. ^^ 

A little about him:

>[IRL partner] and I have been together for nine years now, and I absolutely love him to death!! He’s my rock. Being with him makes me feel like I’m home. I would do anything for him 💕💕💕💕

>We met online, were long distance for three and a half years, and he moved to my state five and a half years ago- we’ve been living together ever since 🏡💖

>He’s the one who encouraged me to get back into drawing and pursue it as a career, and it was his idea to invest in the really nice laptop I use for it! c:

>He’s very technologically savvy, is an excellent photographer, and has really good taste in music (his favorite band is Radiohead- Do yourself a favor like he did for me and listen to anything other than ‘Creep’. I guarantee you’ll find something you like! He recommends ‘OK Computer’ as an introduction, and my favorite is the ‘Hail to the Thief’ album, if you need a place to start 👌) 

>He’s a collector of all kinds of things- one of the bedrooms in our apartment is dedicated to displaying his figures, video games, vinyl records, and various other merch from his favorite media that’s he’s accumulated over the past 25+ years (more than half of my plushie collection is made up of gifts he’s given me ^^)

>He evens out my neuroticism and pessimism, but encourages my enthusiasm and silliness (if you want a good example of our relationship dynamic, it’s Ruby and Sapphire from S/U- I call him my ‘Laughy Sapphy’ sometimes and we have moments where we’re thinking or doing the same thing without realizing it and then turn to each other and go ‘Garnet!!’) 

>He has a cute face and a cute butt, in case you needed to know UwU 👉👈💘

[killemwithkawaii]

let them play it. they want to know the truth, so give em the truth!

Oh, he’s going to play it (and it’s going to hurt lmao)

[killemwithkawaii]

I love the irl partner playing sally face storiesss

I’m glad you like them! It’s really interesting to get his take/theories on the game, since everything he knows about it has been from the little tidbits of info and the fanart I’ve shared with him- he knew who Sal was, that he had a facial injury, and that I was crushing super hard. That’s pretty much it lol I’ll be sure to post some of his comments on chapters 3 and 4 soon and will update you guys when we play through chapter 5! ^^