Jan 1
i know i sent a few asks rn but if i dont like or respond to them, pls do not question my love. instead just remember that coughing is for the devil.
#i feel better than i did. but i still feel like shit#so that should say something#i dont know if it was covid 2.0 or this new strain of the flu virus or just bronchitis [bc since i had covid 1.0. a really 'bad' cold/'just#bronchitis has led to me having a throat far too raw for someonewho has never sucked [redacted] in their virgin life]#of short term illnesses i feel respiratory ones are the worst. and i say this with someone who has anxiety and had the gerd#i genuinely believe when your lungs act up everything else feels like it is time to act up. primarily your nose. heart. and brain. or maybe#is just me#i wasnt gonna say anything but given i spent most of the first two-three days this week asleep. i figured jic i get a rehash i should say#omehing#[i mean i probs wont. it coms in waves. my heart rate has remained below 120 since like wednesday ... well tueday#even below 100! .... but then i spiked a fever twice#now my pulse ox doesnt believe in numbers above 94]#yyou know i wasnt gonna talk about this at all but whining is making me feel better#even if no one reads this#there really is something to bitching when you dont feel well
