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spent a week at home, prepping for finals, eating real food 🫶
Been drawing diagrams since four am
Went to bed at eleven tryna do the fucking diagrams
I am still. not done. with the fucking diagrams. that are due today. why.
Anyway I've done enough to not get yelled at hopefully and I have an hour break between classes to finish up a bit more and here's some pictures because I actually studied recently
(ft. our college cat)
So I have four classes today
Skipping english and zoology
Have to do a group skit for one hour and perform with the music association for another so I can't skip those unfortunately
But then
If I work
For pretty much every hour today
There's a CHANCE that I can finish my zoology record by tomorrow
I picked it up from the lab yesterday and my poor teacher looked at me with fear in her eyes and told me to start tracing and not try to draw these fuckers free hand and I barley holding back tears was like mmhm yep totally I got this 😭 and she looked truly afraid for my life and my soul
So far
I've drawn what I think is a millipede
And some other bugs
Like three total
Currently drawing a scorpion
But here's what I have to finish like
Today
Also rn I'm just drawing I haven't even started writing yet but who cares about that I need to have the diagrams unfortunately
Idk what demon possessed me to forget my fucking record in the lab over the weekend ☠️
Specimens I need to draw:
Peripatus
Julus
Scolopendra
Scorpion
Limulus
Eupagurus
Social organization in termites
And in honeybees
Unio
Chiton
Pila
Dentalium
Pinctada
Octopus
Sepia
Shell of cypraea
Shell of murex
Shell of nautilus
Cuttle bone
Asterias
Echinus
Ophioderma (brittle star)
Antedon (sea lily)
okay y'all wish me luck I've got my math board practical today ✌️✨
3 May, 2023 • Wednesday
paid attention to all my classes today, took a walk, stopped by the bookstore to salivate over books i can't buy for a few months. good day :)
Sunday || 14/01/24
night before my chem practical and im feeling extremely overwhelmed, kinda underestimated just how much work there is but I've been studying for hours and I will finish it all before I go to bed I'm just anxious cause yes it's not even ten but to me this is basically midnight and I feel like I'm out of time and I'm scared but I've got a friend and we're gonna go through everything and I'm going to do well bc I love chem practicals and I know what to do and I won't freak out for the viva bc I'll be well prepared for any question they ask me. coffee and moral support getting me through this rn if I didn't have friends I'd be dead. wish me luck and send me extreme productivity and comprehension vibes y'all <333
skipped school today because I was mentally and physically exhausted and sobbing about it and it helped so fucking much I made pasta for dinner and studied physics (✿^‿^)
🎧 ~ Anchor by Novo Amor
sometimes things don't go according to plan
i left my biology record at school which changed most of what I intended to do this week and there's a couple of other changes to make but this just means I get to focus on actual studies instead of assignments since I've only got a few more left. I'm not the best when it comes to being flexible since I usually shut down when things change but that's helping no one so we're trying (✿^‿^)