I can't say I've ever been one of those girls who dreamed up a fairy tale for themselves. I've never dreamt up the perfect wedding, or even the perfect date. For some reason love has never been a huge part of my life.
(of course this may be due to my mom's many failed relationships and my independent grandmother as a role model)
But I've found that some of that has changed over the years, and while I still may not have a perfect wedding planned out
(i kinda just think itll be a surprise wedding in vegas or something)
I've become more invested in the idea of a perfect date, or at least the kind of person I'd want to spend the rest of my life with.
(this is not about looks, this is about the personality and traits)
I want someone kind, who looks out for the people around them.
(i've never seen you turn away from a friend in need)
Someone who takes my aggressiveness and knows it's all a show.
(the number of times you've called me out on my false anger and aggression is countless)
Someone who takes the bad days and makes them good.
(you never fail to make me smile)
Someone who is just as willing as I am to get into a car and just drive and drive till the road runs out.
(we've stayed up long enough to see the sun set and rise again without sleep, although you're far better at this than i am)
Someone who I feel at home with, and comfortable enough with to open up and talk about just about anything.
(i wanna tell you everything that has ever happened to me, i want you to know what makes me tick the way i do)
There's so many small things that I could just about go on forever
(please know that you fit in each one)
but for now, I'll still say I don't know what the future holds
and we'll leave it at that.