#isolation doesn't help

[dancingindreamlight]

I wonder if my shoulder injuries weren't psychosomatic. Or just everything attacking me in November... still not all the way better w pt. I wish there was a way to guarantee not being stressed or at least not hold stress in my muscles especially shoulders (and head... ) my health depends on every day being a spa day, living in a cabin in the woods and doing nothing but read, write, do crafts and take care of animals and watch tv (basically what i do now except research and i need more space lol).

But I want to do more

But I may not be capable of it even if somehow my shoulders don't go kaput and make me able to do virtually nothing for 5 months even less than normal