My dog is feeling better right now but she is in bad condition if we’re talking about overall health. And exactly how I was thinking - my mum won’t want another dog. It will be her first dog which pass away beside her, in front of her eyes. Well, it will be first time for me too but I handle that kind of situations better. Because I know we can’t help it, it’s nature, animals’ life like dogs is shorter than ours. But she attached to that dog so deeply it’s hard to watch. Also, me and my sister will be leaving family house in near future and parents are not getting any younger so it’s really reasonable and I understand my mum feelings. Also my mum loves to travel a lot and there are many things she wants to see but with dog she wouldn’t have so much freedom. We have had or dog for past 12 years, she was there, and we think it’s good that she was there with us. We traveled a lot in places where we could take a dog - she was in mountains, at the sea, in the lakes, bieszczady mountains was her first trip - it’s not exactly mountains bc they are smaller but the slop is so much steeper than mountins xD We were always looking up for places when dogs are allowed so we could took her. And she was so happy when she could pplay in the snow, swim in the sea, aport stick at the beach, swim in the lake, run freely in the fields.. I hope she thinks she had a good life.
I’m thinking about having an animal when I get to have my own house/home/flat but same as my mom, I like traveling and we all know it’s harder with animal so.. I’m still thinking about that. We will see when the times come. Right now we’re preparing to say goodbye to our dog with the hope at the same time. That her body is strong and let her live a little bit longer but not in pain.
I’m a little mad at myself. I ate a lot today too.. I’m starting to think only about food again and that’s not good. I realized when I was focused on studying I ate less and my thoughts weren’t only about what I will eat next or when or what I’ll eat tomorrow. So I have to study more and I hope it will help me stick to the plan and keep the proper calorie deficit and control calorie intake. Wish me good luck ^^
As for studies.. my god, that one friend starts to get on my nerves. She always says “what? let me see” , for example “I need to go to X teacher, you saw her? - no, but what for? - I need to give her corrected essay - what essay? let me see” or “*me to another friend* here, take a picture of it, I did it yesterday but I don’t know if everything is good but still it’s better than nothing since you’ve lost yours *and handing copies to my friend and the ONE I’m talking about (since she passed this classes and doesn;t have to repeat them this year) * what’s this? let me see *and taking it from my hand, and the friend who needs these copies can’t do a photo and the class is about to start*” or “she: Did you do x exercise? - yeah, I did - I’m not sure about it, let me see - ..nope, even I don’t know if I did it right since I had problem with that. If it’s wrong then teacher will explain it to you, so give them what you make up with - ooo, come on”
So you see, its annoying! And she always push me aside when we’re walking in group. Or when we were standing in front of cork board, we were reading some adverts and I could read it right bc she was too close and I couldn’t step closer to see everything. So I turned back and found out another advert and said about it, friends turned back too and she did the same, it doesn’t look like she does it with malice aforethought but it pisses me off since she only does it to me... she is on us like a glue but do nothing in group projects, zero effort or ideas. She’s getting on my nerves ._.
ALSO, I found out that my roommate is no longer student, so she can’t live in the dorm bc in the dorm rules is point “habitant has to leave the dorm in the same day he/she was crossed out of student list” so I suppose she lives here illegally ;3 I will ask dorm advisor (thank you @d34d1qck for better word :D ) tomorrow about it. I hope they will kick her out and make her pay more bc non-students have to pay more if they want to live in dorm. But of course thay have to have permission from dorm advisor to live here. I hope everything will go smooth~~
Also, @d34d1qck , I will answer questions ASAP, sorry for not answering today but so much going on, I didn;t feel like it, but I want to answer them! So be patient ><
