oh i guess i just realized im throwing in the towel on the reason i had deleted tumblr and twitter and ig off my phone. i think i miss ig the most bc its the most difficult to navigate on desktop. tumblrs annoying bc i have too many notifs and relied on the mutuals only ones to know when my friends interacted but also ive been so out of the loop its been okay just checking in randomly. twitters the easiest to use on the mobile chrome app so thats why ive been tweeting so much. i did notice for some reason logging in and seeing the new notifs was a little dopamine hit lmao. i think its better psychologically than getting them as they happen sometimes bc it can be almost anxiety inducing, though ive gotten better about that over the years. a lot of my special interesting lately had been conducted via social media so thats been weird to miss bc i dont realize i miss it til i think about it. anyway im just reflecting on it all now bc ill probably redownload shit in a bit
