#it doesnt matter

[ritoryb]

third hour of just crying at the family doctor because he doesnt care about anything i say

[ghostibirb]

Guh. I wish I were better at writing.

I have so many big ideas and stories and worlds I want to talk about, but I've never been able to fully focus and organize them into clear thoughts and words.

Potentially it comes from never being encouraged to talk or share my opinion and to just be told to shut up nothing I say is important and I'm wrong.

Yes, these things still effect me all these years later well above 30 😭 Still growing and trying to change...

[the-malice-grows]

hey bestieeeee i found you! :D /threat

love the intro post btw glad you're not dead (i say seeing you multiple times a day every day)

should i be sleeping rn

meh probably

but instead i'm gonna google way too many things about ferries and then write 5k words and then pass out with my phone on my chest so imma go do that now byeeee :DDD

bro you NEED to get a better sleep schedule i SWEAR

[digitalvideodiscs]

tried going through his tag to look up fanart of him and got reminded why thats a bad idea

[misswritealot]

guess who is having a silly billy panic attack🤭😋

[leiten7]

why did the hr lady ask if i was still working with spirit...... u work at the airport..... what do u think 😭😭😭 nvm

[ki11erwha1e]

and it feels like medication and it's good for me i'm sure