I try not to let it bother me, because let us be real here. Life is not in slow motion
When I first came on the scene I was under the impression that they were never to surface and make trouble.
It seems that when you are just one person a lot of people (spec fam) will not take you seriously and little to no pressure is put on you to help anyone in need.
However when you are on the radar. Your happiness is attacked by your family. That happiness is zapped. Life is crumbling around you and picking yourself up is considered vile.
Now you revert back to 1 when you were trying to be "2 becomes 1"
BUT APPARENTLY THAT IS WRONG.
So, currently I am 1 individual.
I am almost completely detached and alone. Reverting back to a child. The child I was when I met you.
At least Sakura faired well.