May 13, 2021
crap, anyone else having those darn secondary effects of MaDD where after hours...and I mean plenty of hours, of daydreaming and pacing, you become so desintesized of your reality? Like you have no damn energy or enthusiasm to do anything afterwards. You feel blank, mind blank and even you exist for the next minutes blank.
Or is it depression?
#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#paras#daydreaming#daydream crash#maad#paracosm#pacing#this is the worst feeling#right now im in my computer#wondering whats my next step#but I spent the last hours in maad#and i have nothing to do#i feel empty#my interest is zero#i wonder what this is#i am just forcing myself to do stuff#i know if there was an energy bar#it would be empty
