#itallstartshere

[lost-shadow-comic]

[trxpicalgem]

we, like most, started out with the wrong foot and a shallow breath. I always wanted to hate you; grown to love you with all of my being. I recently found the number 20 in age and you wasn’t there to congratulate me on my success in the maze. you’re.. dead. embalmed. cremated. ash. you was my ticket to heaven, you was the angel that God personally presented to me himself. you taught my heart to beat, my love to be unconditional and irreversible, you erased hate from my emotions’ internal and secret dictionary. YOU, carved it into my skin as a warding to those who might not understand my ways and work against me. I am: alone. hurt. raped. broken. neglected. forgotten. empty. I am your long lost seed from our past lives. I am in eternal mourning. I am a lost soul that encountered a shell that finally fit, until the foot came down and shattered it. If only I had more time and words; saying I love you in a million ways. If only I had held your hand and been your little girl a little bit longer. My Birth Certificate was nothing more than a eviction notice signed by society; take me in with open arms and no questions.

If only R.I.P stood for ‘Return if possible’

My surrogate Father.

[trxpicalgem]

"Exposure.. the feeling that I am being forced to experience at this very second. Being out in the open, not covered or protected. I feel as though I've been rejected by this thing called life.. not once but maybe twice. You thought that you could just smoothen your way in and break the ice.. lucky for you, you broke more than that. My heart, my soul, my mind, my child hood.. you broke me and everything that I am. "Look at you all grown up. Are you ready to let me in? Huh? are you ready to let me have my second chance for the first time?" Am I Masked man? Was I ever? Let's start with never. I'm still trying to undo you from my skin, but you're still forcing your way in. Like everyone else seems to do.. lucky you? This pain.. Feels like I want to disappear or run for miles to get away from my fears. Congratulations, here's your prize. You divaricated me in places I couldn't see. you sliced, you diced, you scraped me clean of my innocence, a child. Because of you and your obsolete crew, I'll never trust in men, I'll NEVER fully allow them in. Do you realize how much I've cried and been on the edge? "Can you believe how that girl died?" Suicide. Paranoia was the first to happen, looking over my shoulder, holding my legs together, so tight that they almost become one.. how could someone so "strong" be so fragile? These nightmares .. they start with you. Everything, started with YOU! What did you do? Was it the way my 7 year old hair ran away with the wind? or was it YOU purposely dropping things to watch the way I bend? Was it the way I laughed? The way I walked and talked... or was it you who wanted to "play pretend". My eyes, swollen like wet rice, I swear I hate that I was even that precise.. did it matter? When you broke my Hymen and my self esteem all in one and assisted me when your jeans were coming undone? I wish the world had ended in 2001. "

- Strike one.

[coenieinafrica]

So I did week 1 of The CrossFit Open today. I missed my Box (Gym) @c.e.y.crossfit but while in Pretoria @freakin_awesome_crossfit is my CF home away from home. RX’d it. Great achievement regardless of score. I only compete against and enjoy myself. Shoutout to my brother @johanvnsocial for being with 👊🏻 #twins I still have a lot of learning and growing to do 🦾😎 #CrossFitOpen #InTheOpen #ItAllStartsHere #22point1 Song credit: Moby “Flower” (at Pretoria, South Africa) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaaibzOsj_-/?utm_medium=tumblr

[bhaskarville]

Tonight, at 8:00 PM. Check out the link in my bio. ❤️ . . #Repost @anandbhaskarcollective ・・・ Ready for a groovy weekend? Join me live on the @vodafoneindia #RechargeForGood concert tomorrow at 8 PM on my Facebook and Instagram handle and let's rock out together. Register on @bookmyshowin #ItAllStartsHere #linkinbio https://www.instagram.com/p/CAAFqnkJQ5U/?igshid=1sftztwmqgk4o

[omkarpatil87]

#Repost @raunaqandjassi Posted by @bookmyshowin - This #WorldTheatreDay, tell us below the last play you watched live. #Theater #BookMyShow #ItAllStartsHere . . . . . #raunaqandjassi #manishmalhotra #ferozabbaskhan #musicaltheatre #musical #theater #romeoandjulieti #bookmyshowin #rapidwaters #mayuriupadhya #Nritarutya #omkarpatilmusic #piyushkanojia #FaliUnwalla #musicalplay #shopforlife #theatreboy #indianmusic #indianartists #love #shakespeare #Musicaljourney #marathimulga #actorslife #actorsofinstagram #loveandlegends https://www.instagram.com/p/B-QFC5gpEFx/?igshid=10cc4ve638qwb

[meej-s]

Its an inside job man. Period. You gotta forget everyone around you once in a while and realize its all you. It all starts and comes from within you.

[meej-s]

My grandfather gave me this on his 'birthday'