hey blank empty space. i didn't get to school today. i did buy guts though. i think my retail therapy habit is becoming a problem, but i'm happy with my purchase. ballad of a homeschooled girl speaks to me more than i care to admit
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hey blank empty space. i didn't get to school today. i did buy guts though. i think my retail therapy habit is becoming a problem, but i'm happy with my purchase. ballad of a homeschooled girl speaks to me more than i care to admit
Once again debating dropping out of college because of ✨severe mental health issues✨
im sitting on my bed listening to running up that hill on repeat. i graduated a week ago and now i am stuck. stuck appreciating everything other people are passionate about, and not being able to decide what i want to do
Can anybody tell me, tell me exactly where I am
I've lost all sense of direction
Watching the darkness closing around me
Feeling the cold all through my body
That's why I'm calling all stations
In the hope that someone hears me
A single lonely voice
Master student ranting
I'm a strong independent woman but I will cry if someone of a higher position yells at me . Does that make fickle of character ? too Soft to be a surgeon one day ? Will it harden me that I will be cruel and ruthless one day ? It hurts and I don't want to talk about it . Yet it aches me so that I try so hard and it feels like all of my efforts are in vain . I just wish I would stop time or I would not exist in this Universe
I fear that moment alone with my thoughts... "empty, unhappy, ugly..." I'm scared of being drowned by waves of negativity And I feel like no one Can see the tsunami coming. I don't cry, but yet I feel the flood.
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