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Being a Christian is hard, but it doesn’t mean you have to feel those strong emotions that you see other brothers and sisters expressing. You don’t have to have some overwhelming presence of the Holy Spirit in your life, but as long as you truly believe in Christ and His resurrection, you are a Christian.

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my thoughts and anxiety are keeping me up

#5:30am

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I always think, I wish there was a website where I type my feelings in daily and have a load of smart feedbacks. But I think those are what friends are for. And I don’t think I appreciate my “friends” at all. Though I have people I hang out with, talk to on a daily basis, I don’t really feel connected to any of them. I feel like we’re all bound by tolerance and because we’ve known each other for a period of time. Truly I feel alone. Maybe that’s why I’m an open book; because the people I call “close” vibrates in the same way does a “stranger.”

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I wish I was raised in a more affectionate household. Now when my friends or siblings show affection in the slightest, I completely get uncomfortable and annoyed. COMPLETELY. I’m not used to it. I feel like their compassionate and loving words are touching me inappropriately. Yeah, I hate it, it strains relationships. This world isn’t for me. I want to just die the more I analyze it.

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do you ever pretend like you didn’t see something so the other person doesn’t feel embarrassed

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#cheesymovie #loveit

my life's a mess right now, but i feel like i deserve this

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THERR CAN BE ONLY ONE

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AWW LOOK AT THE BABY

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When you sleep through your alarm but realize your alarm never went off then realize you never set your alarm you just typed “8” into the calculator then passed out.

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If you think art is easy or a lazy escape route through college then fuck you, art is degrading, it fucks with your self worth, for every 100 paintings you do, 99 of them will be shit - you just do it and hope it looks good. When you can’t project an idea from your head onto paper the way you want it, it is heart breaking and so fucking frustrating, don’t tell me art is easy because you need to be very head strong to cope with constantly under achieving in something you love