#itrappedfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

canon rules... if i havent already submitted this...

i never talk to a chance who doesnt talk to me first. like, if im talking somewhere and he talks to me? then i will respond. but if hes talking somewhere, i dont talk to him, except maybe under our anonymous proxy. i dont want to hurt him with my existence, really.

after all of this, i still am precisely as selfish as i was back then, i guess.

-itrapped, forsaken fictive. #iceprince✨️ (if ive already sent an answer to this game, please delete this one)

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[fictionkinfessions]

think I was polyam w ellernate and Caleb tbh. I don’t remember jack shit about them, if they were even in my canon, but I miss them. mmmmnh gay people

—- itrapped fictive, forsaken

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[fictionkinfessions]

what a funny thing it is, missing you, when you sit here, so close to me. so close, yet so far away. you wont even look at me. why wont you look at me? does he enrapture you so much that my beauty dims in comparison? that would be fine, i suppose. you certainly have good taste - i find myself falling for him as well.

love - what a disgusting thing. it has done nothing but hurt me, yet still i yearn for more. i suppose it hurt you, i hurt you far more than it hurt me. and yet you still love so hard, and i sit here, hurting you still more with my emotions.

i went to your funeral, you know. your brother had to organise it - the lady only knows your parents wouldnt, and i... well, i was never worthy enough. did you know, even as i killed you, that i have never loved until i met you? you and your brother showed me what love was, and i was a fool who thought i could find that elsewhere.

eternally regretful, and forever yours, itrapped. forsaken fictive. #iceprince✨️

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[fictionkinfessions]

is it... cruel, i suppose, to interact with chance? obviously i suppose its not inherently cruel, but i worry. after all, in my source, i did... well, you know.

there are chances who interact with me - the one in our system, for example. but for chances who have not directly said theyre okay with talking to me, i tend to avoid. i would rather not dig up bad memories.

well, thats my moral dilemma of the night. and to any chance that may see this - i truly do apologise. i hope you are currently living the life you should have back then.

itrapped. forsaken fictive. #iceprince✨️

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