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Art dump of kevan spencar shew
Sprays you with glow in the dark paint
Higher res/still version utc:
“I love holdin’ a gun - I do. Feels good in my hands - like home. Hands made ta’ hold ... Howeva’... Tha’ feelin’ of an ax? That heavy headed handle, tha’ weight? Tha’ feelin’ of crashin’ it inta’ someone’s skull? Feels fuckin’ great.”
IMPORTANT does this happen before or after mikaela finds him?
i think this is a while after if kondrakis had their vision quest slash bi/trans awakening tm already. although yes this means mikaela is just In an avatar groupchat while actively working for the foundation
Not being able to remember most of your childhood is so weird bc like I have no idea why I am how i am? Like this morning I accidentally dropped and shattered one of those prebottled Starbucks mochas on the edge of the sidewalk/street and you know my bitch ass panic response was to start trying to pick it up muttering how much I hate myself and start crying and I got I the car with the broken bottle and shit and my boyfriend just reaches over and hugs me and tells me accidents are okay, and was so reassuring and he was like " I'm so sorry someone made you feel like accidents aren't okay" and in that moment I was reassured he's undoubtedly perfect for me and i want to spend a long ass time with him but also he asked me like have people made me feel like that in the past and I genuinely don't know. I can't remember. I don't think my parents ever made big deals about things like that. And now I'm wondering where it comes from and why I can't remember and it kinda bugs me. I should remember more, I lived it for fucks sake. Aside from tiny insignificant bits and pieces anything before like age 13 is gone and even then I really only remember the shitty parts since then so.. Yeah.
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Mood swings are so annoying i feel like the perfectest person like if the essence of Good Interesting Person was a person that’d be me… im god’s favorite little creature…. Like that Cant be right. But then why is it true? And tomorrow i will be like i am the worst thing to ever exist. Singular grain of sand #9472747827287482 is more worthwhile than me. I will spend the next 72hrs planning my death. And then the cycle will repeat. But at least im at the top of the ferris wheel right now :-) wheeeee. Anyways You can end my suffering by sendimg me 1 william dollars