Ayumus Final Note.
[D6] There seems to be a note left on the pole, was it left there sometime? It reads “Y'know, sometimes I wonder, if I’m still wearing a "Mask” or not, when I used look in the mirror when I was alive, and I don’t see me, I see the mask I have. But from what I’ve learned these past few days, even if I try to take it off, It’ll snap right back on. Even if I find a way around it. Have I been wearing it too long? Or is it really me? I’m just confused, I’m trying to turn a new leaf now, but I don’t think it’s working, maybe I’m just not cut out to try life again. Maybe I am selfish, maybe I am stupid–“ There seems to be tears covering this section, It’s pretty indiscernible, let’s skip to when it’s readable again. ”–And, the person who was close to me was a lot like my mask, or at least, was close to my mask, not who I believe I can be, she was very cold, which I guess drew us closer, but she never considered us friends or even acquaintances, she was just, around. We never really spoke a whole lot, I mean, we spoke, but, never bonded enough. She liked to scream a lot to other people who were screaming, which is weird for someone who was 2 years older than me, now that I think about it, I’m her age now. Well, whatever, I wonder where she is now, I didn’t hear from her after a month had passed. Mazuki couldn’t’ve died, right? At the bottom there seemed to be Chase, Ayumu’s gun from when he started, and a bit of bird seed, and, is that a… knife? Ironic, a lyric from the song the gun is named after is “hashiridase Chase You. asu mo Chase You, tatakitsuketeyaru nosa.” which translates to “Start running, chase you. Again tomorrow, chase you. Until I’ve kicked your goddamn ass.” Maybe, others could take that thought into their minds?
...
