#itsallmyfault

[wndsprtfiry]

I read it over & over again.. I read everything & that post over & over again.. I fucked up. I always Do.

What's the point anymore.. No matter how hard I think I'm trying. No matter if I got a grip on things for a little while.. I always fuck up..

So what's the point..?

[caramelsweetcheeks-blog]

I Don’t Care

I never loved you I never cared All those hours I stayed up late, Waiting for you to come online Those were false Fake Pretend.

All the nights I went to bed With little sleep For my morning Just to say goodnight to you

Were for nothing I was just using you.

All those love letters Every word was tainted with lies And deception.

All those drawings Of us kissing Just for show

Because I never cared Because I never loved you It was just a game to me

Get myself so invested in someone Just to break my own body Because of life’s choices for me

It was a fun game Says all the nights I cried That you never noticed Says all the times I picked up a razor That you never felt Says all the days Where I was worse to myself than before That you never saw The broken mirror, that you never look into.

I never loved you I never cared. I always lied. And just used you

Says the boy That caught me And saw all my scars that I caused

Because of you...

[thepersistentmitchell]

After receiving some news we celebrate. #browniesandicecream Its not the blowing of the wind, but the set of the sail....Mitchell Inc. HE>I #Hopedealers #the_persistent_mitchell #itsallmyfault https://www.instagram.com/p/B-Q8v8Tl5sp/?igshid=v4i0y1av4vud

[o-h-1]

I HATE THIS I CAN’T AFFORD THE MEDICAL BILLS I CANT AFFORD A NEW SWITCH I CAN’T AFFORD ANYTHING I’M SO MAD IM SO FUCKING STUPID

[elmp]

That's my baby, passed the fuck out, yesterday, after we hung out all night at a friend's house. She really likes when she gets to visit her friends, and very much tries to convince their kitties to play. Alas, they never do, because she's big. She can't help it, and it makes me sad. Her friend decided we're too big for their life, today, and I haven't had the heart to tell the poor Baroness. She gets so very attached to her friends, and I feel ever so guilty. It's not her fault. #ItsAllMyFault #ImThePeople #MyWeekendWasTheBiggestKickInTheDick (at Plaza Area, Kansas City, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvazzA5HFyp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fiad9eo09t24

[urskinagainstmyskin]

Cute anons for me to wake up 2 ? :(

[spreadsomefuckingshit]

All I want is to see your face again, to feel your touch again. I want to sleep in your arms, never getting up again. All I want is to see your eyes again, smell your perfume. All I want is to be at your side, kissing you, feeling you, hearing you. Cause your voice and your warmth was the only thing that is keeping me alive and gets me through my day.

And now i am alone, thinking of you, crying, remind me of the last day I saw you, looking at all your pictures and hope I can see you again, touch you again, hear you again and kiss you again...

[rigzinmusic]

This is actually how it is.. I get totally mobbed. I got home at 1am. and slept outside with them. I’ve never been gone for so long. It’s so hard to leave them, they don’t do so well. One got beat up badly while I was gone. Yes I am the #packleader and i am responsible for them. #itsallmyfault Before I got Star her mate, people warned me not to have #wolfdogs Of course, I didn’t listen... everything they said was right. They are not dogs, and it is a huge handful. Yes I love them sooooo much, but it is an extra ton of work on top of all the rest of it. This image is so good. I wish I could capture more of it all to share, but that’s not so easy either. Happy to be home. Sad to leave my family a world away in Phoenix. They are doing so well, thriving, healthy, and happy. Trying to integrate it all now and get back in the saddle. #ineverlisten #workinghardnotsmart #notmakingitanyeasier #lovemylife #sograteful #blessedbeyondmeasure #ioffermyhappinesstoyou #mayyoubehappy #thrive #strive #alive #worker https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn_5_V-BMM3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nrm6xa7y1s6q