So I think
I’m gonna… take a break from this account.
I have too much going on, I don’t have time for daily access to this account or energy, and frankly I really have allot of…. Really weird energy and mixed memories that are mostly really bad and honestly traumatizing and still the reason for a lot of my anxiety so
Please consider this a retirement letter.
I am mentally as ok as I can be
I am safe
I just need to leave. For my own sake.
If you were my friend
I’m sorry
If you were the people who made my life hell
I hope you die a painful miserable death
Fuck you
Disrespectfully
and to those I hurt (except if you made my life hell and I was mean to you because you started shit with me, fuck your feelings bitch)
I’m sorry
I was a fucked up kid and person
And that’s not an excuse for anything
But I’m trying
And I’m trying to keep it together
I’m sorry




























