Aug 7, 2019
why! am! i! always! so! scared! of! the! people! i! love!
#because!#people!#ive!#loved!#in!#the!#past!#have!#conditioned!#me!#into!#seeing!#threats!#and!#abandonment!#everywhere!#both intentionally and unintentionally!#and theyve always made it my fault!#i love!#being traumatized!#and hypersensitive!#i love not being able#to be excited about new love!#without a generous side helping of genuine terror!#let me be happy!!!!~#life and times
