Dec 11, 2019
Been doing some studies on my anatomy 🌻🌻✏✒✨ #nathaliemichelleart #nathalielpzart #sketches #premiumsketchbook #iwanttogetbetter #💪💪✨ #letsgo https://www.instagram.com/p/B58lRAwn56Y/?igshid=9lsuwmon4hj7
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Been doing some studies on my anatomy 🌻🌻✏✒✨ #nathaliemichelleart #nathalielpzart #sketches #premiumsketchbook #iwanttogetbetter #💪💪✨ #letsgo https://www.instagram.com/p/B58lRAwn56Y/?igshid=9lsuwmon4hj7
Another race day at #enoshimayachtclub. Not quite the result we wanted but, hey, we were “First Home” at the beer server. #iwanttogetbetter. (at Enoshima) https://www.instagram.com/p/Byez9NBhr5w/?igshid=g5wmeh9bli3u
Sometimes people just push me so much I break, I go back to my old habits, the ones that make me want to leave without saying goodbye.
Day Eight of running everyday
So usually I try to make an excuse to not do something. However, when you have to come up with one for 24 hours of the day it makes it harder so I have given it up.... I put my tennis shoes on and go...it's not always fast, it's not always far but I move and I keep moving. So one foot in front of the other.
It has rained on me at least four of the days. The wind was so bad one day it was blowing me backwards. I've gotten mud everywhere. I've slipped, I've almost fallen but I don't know I am just way to stubborn.
I am starting to feel good. I notice that my lungs feel like they aren't working as hard. My legs feel stronger and my whole body feels fitter. The only negative is my right foot hurts, everyday with the arthritis and once I stop running my knees hurt so bad I want to cry. I have started stretching more and doing yoga which probably will have benefits by them myself.
I want to get better... which is my new running song and mantra.
as much sadness as i am experiencing i’m doing a really good job at channeling it into art, writing, dancing etc. I do feel closer than I’ve ever been to having everything I ever wanted and all it took was loosing something i didn’t need.
I like you, okay? I just don't like me for you.
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I'm trying.
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