Feb 1, 2015
I hate having to convince myself that being single is great... I wish I believed it. I just wish I wholeheartedly believed that being single is the best idea right now. Logically I know that it is. Love is painful. Its messy, complicated, and it distracts me. I'm getting a lot of shit done with nobody by my side. I can move more freely in the world, I am saddled to no one. And no one is fucking with my feelings. I see so much benefit to my single status... But fuck, I can not stop the persisting daydreams... I long for a solid, lasting relationship. I wish that I didn't. I wish I could toss out that desire. Save it for a later date. No pun intended.
Fuck.
