In all honestly you probably will lol, I still sometimes wear the collar you gave us, your lipstick marked letter is still on my wall. It is probably best we are where we are now, my life hasn't really gotten better it's probably gotten worse if I'm being truthful but reading your old posts about me did make me feel a little happy. When you stopped responding to my messages we just had probably the worst splitting meltdown of my lifetime so that's kinda why we did what we did we just felt starved if that makes any sense idk. Acunin took it the worst and while the rest of us kind of got into a better place he never did but he talks to our therapist some times now so that's a start! Anyways I am really happy for u and I mean that genuinely not in like a jealous way or anything. Ill probably lurk watching your blog for a few days before I fade back into the background cause thinking about you too much unironically gives me a headache which I don't mean in an offensive way
it's kind of sweet to see your obsession with me affected you so badly! I love knowing that the thought of us will haunt you forever.
feel free to lurk as much as you'd like! you're always welcome to see what horrors i'm up to. It thrills me to hear about Acunin. I think you knew it would, too.
I'm glad you have your collar still! Did you know that when I purchased it, it required some repair, and the person whom I'm now set to marry was the one who fixed it for me, knowing it'd go to you?
I'm glad the others have had some progress in therapy but i'd be lying if I said i wasn't excited at the fact that my claws sink into them that much still. It's exciting when a beaten dog comes back to paw at the door.
It's been fun to hear from all of you. Give words and whispers to sweet Acunin for me.
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