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[livinweirdrandom]

I HATE MY BRAIN! I WAS LISTENING TO SOME STUFF AFTER REREADING A BIT OF GE AND NOW ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS:

"what is Tobias WAS a demon...?"

I'm digging a grave for myself, but:

DEMON AU!

Tobias is either born with the curse or isn't even cursed, he's literally a demon child who isn't aware he's a demon.

Mr. Edburt? No, he's not his father. I wouldn't go that far...it would be interesting tho...hm...BUT NO! I was thinking he'd be a mintor? I'm pretty sure he's the "prince" from Tobias' weird episode at Rudy's house when everything was still alright between them, since Tobias was definitely saying something about Lady Keraba, and Edward (Mr. Edburt) of course loved Lady Keraba, and would never get with a mortal (Suzie in this case), so...yeah, not father.

Tobias is born with the ghostly, dead eyes. He smells like a rotten corpse (the sweet smelling stage, which I saw someone headcanon and I Fully agree). He was supposed to be still born like Gunther and Kaitlyn, but the demons looked into his future and saw his potential for mayhem and chaos and cursed him with their blood...?

So he died in birth but lived by the cursed power now running through him, and that's why he can see Mr. Edburt. He's like the "angel" that saved Lucas when he and Luther were 8/9 in the car accident- saving the Schneien child from death and the only one who can see him.

His mind is more chaotic. He has powers of his own, but Mr. Edburt makes them even stronger. So when he possesses Tobias, it's not HIS power, it's TOBIAS using a bit more of his power (yes, I will make Tobias OP. Let him burn down the world in blue flames, climate change does that already)

So yeah....thoughts??? I continue..???

[24-guy]

It's funny that ranboo, the guy with the blue (the most calming color) background logo with simple text as a profile picture for everything, has some of the most complex lore that leaves everyone panicking.

It's very ironic and I'm here for it.

[januarystears]

Being self-conscious about your body while also not giving a fuck what people think about you feels eerily similar to being a procrastinating perfectionist

Both leave me feeling not Well™️

[nominalbutler]

a concept i hope to introduce into a modern au at some point: sebastian, naked in the kitchen except for his apron, cooking breakfast for ciel after fucking his brains out all night long

[livinweirdrandom]

OKAY I REALLY SHOULDN'T BE MAKING SO MANY AUS BUT I HAVE A GHOST EYES CRACK AU!!!

I call it: Broken Shards! An AU where the black liquid that oozes out of Tobias when he gets possessed or incredibly freaked out forms around him, wrapping him in it's thick liquid then crystalizing once he's fully covered, cracking and shattering to various shards.

These shards then take form as one aspect of Tobias' personality/the aspects I believe make him as a person. This could mean a bunch of Tobias Clones running around with different personalities, but with the same face.

Ideas for the shard clones!!:

Lil' Tobi- Tobias' younger self (from four to seven, ig? Basically when he was still happy and had a good relationship with his siblings). He's wearing his green hoodie, and he's bubbly, and cute and pouty. He represents Tobias' inner child, that is constantly held back, but appears sometimes in rare moments of vulnerability (eg, when he was going to school with Rudy and the wind was blowing in his hair, he said "I'm in my element" like little Tobi used to do.)

Wrath Tobias- Tobias' anger. Pent up from his frustration about losing his father's love because of his favoritism of Mattias, constant abuse in all forms, loneliness and self loathing. All those sparked an undeniable wrath within Tobias that he only acted on when facing against someone "lesser" than him, or of the same age group. But if we take Tobias wrath as a full person, he'd be reckless, hot headed, and extremely aggressive and violent. Constant death glares, basically fuming, and you will fight for your life if you look at him too long, much less try and take away his weapons.

Depression and Anxiety- always together. They don't separate, despite being shards and "their own people" now. Anxiety is restless, constantly muttering about how he's done everything wrong, wondering if he could ever set things right with Rudolph, his family, his father, if he could ever break free from Mr. Edburt and stuff.

Meanwhile, Depression is always silent. Which is bad. He is silent, but his mind is never quiet. He could never keep eye contact and is always looking down at the ground, and he's always crying. You'll find the two holding hands and cuddling, Depression is seeking comfort, but all Anxiety can do is make the pain worse by saying every mistake Tobias has made and how it ruined their life.

And the last one I can think of for now has to be Condescending- you cannot convince be Tobias Curtis Schneien doesn't have a big sin of pride. Sure, he's self conscious and hates himself and panics and yeah he's not confident, but have you seen how he views his peers? How he speaks of Rudolph? Okay, sometimes he's sweet, but his first idea of everyone is that they're odd. Lesser than him. He's sarcastic and condescending, he's savage and insensitive when it comes to people other than himself. Sure, he doesn't know any better, but he would know pride is a sin. I believe his self conscious thoughts are his own form of self punishment for his occasional prude, but that doesn't stop it from existing.

[24-guy]

I am so genuinely excited for the upcoming Wilbur lore.

I absolutely despise wilbur as a character, but that is what makes me love the character.

He's played so well. He doesn't even need to be there to give this sense of villianny to him.

Like... The Phil and Fundy stuff we saw the other day was so good. It's the feeling of dread we get from this madman lying to his father. The heartbreak and conflicted-ness in his son as he hears his father has been brought back. The denial Phil feels over him lying.

We didn't need Will there to see that many emotions flying.

I'm so excited for the revived-bur arc because it'll have an impact on pretty much everyone.

Especially if Wilbur goes through with getting Dream out of prison.

Those poor, poor minors. Especially Tommy and Tubbo. Those two have watched the madman fall from grace, die, and then be revived.

I don't know. I'm just really really excited.

[24-guy]

Ahah. Hah.

Anyone who has a secret tumblr almost definitely has a different username than the one you know them by.

Which is really really weird to think about.

What else do they have with those or other different names?

They all have secret accounts.

O-O

[livinweirdrandom]

YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST FUCKING FEELING IS?! WHEN YOU'RE SISTER'S GRUMOY CAT THAT DOESN'T LET YOU PICK HER UP OR TOUCH DOES LET YOU PICK HER UP AND PET HER AND SCRATCH HER BELLY AND FUCKIN PLAY WITH HER!!! AND PURRS!!! AND IT INCREASES!!!!

FUCK sleep. Honey Buns wants upies, she gets upies. Even if it's 3 am.