Staying up late at night, because that’s the only time to get anything done. It doesn’t matter how long it takes, someday I’ll be number one.
even though I lack motivation and yet I carry on every day. There’s little hope, but who knows if things will go my way.
It’s bright and sunny outside, but in my mind it’s pretty cloudy and gloom. It’s much easier to stay home, bother no one, and play video games in my room.
It’s okay to be alone and not burden anyone, but sometimes human contact is necessary. Even though I’m depressing, negative, and sometimes scary.
Either way it’s time to go outside into the night! Drive around, listen to music, and hopefully everything is alright.
It may not be a normal way to hang out and spend time, but what can ya do when you’re not in your prime?
It’s not like I can have crazy nights like a real musician. Nor can I go somewhere and suddenly disappear like a magician.
Going to parties or concerts and I stand alone against the wall. Becoming anxious and nervous I pretend to text or receive a phone call.
This is the life of someone who has very little going on. If you can relate to this then you’re not alone- c’mon!