you were in the club with your friends in west chester. they were massive jackass and cky fans but you had never seen it, maybe the odd clip but you didn't know any of them. your friends had their favourites. jenn's favourite was bam (let's just pretend they went together until later) and emily's was johnny. both johnny and bam had been pointed out to you within 5 minutes of entering the bar.
'girl's, go get them. you've been eye fucking them since we got here. shoot your shot.' you encouraged them to go and get them, even if that left you alone. you hadn't been alone for long when you saw a handsome guy with shaggy blonde hair approach you, 'hey, are you y/n?' you nodded, 'i'm ryan, i'm bam's best friend. i saw your friends left you alone, that's a bit fucked.' you chuckle. 'i technically got them to leave. they wanted a shot with your friends. their massive jackass fans and just have to get in their pants.' ryan laughs. 'what about you? are you a jackass fan?' you shook your head, 'i know of you guys but i've never watched a movie or anything.' ryan nodded.
you and ryan sat and talked well into the morning, neither of you caring. jenn and emily had went off with their men for the night, god knows if it would last. the bar was about to close but ryan insisted that we had a dance before it closed. you got up and wandered over to the dance floor, a slow song came on next, you wrapped your arms around ryan's neck and ryan wrapped his arm's around your waist and leaned into the crook of your neck. 'i bet none of your friends are doing this.' you agreed, 'they don't have a romantic bone in their body.' ryan chuckled.
after your dance together, ryan walked you home. you got to the door and stopped, 'tonight went better than i expected.' you admitted. ryan agreed, 'god... uhm... i know i'm moving too fast but i really do like you and i would like you to be my girlfriend. is that okay?' you grinned and nodded. he leaned forward and kissed you. 'do you want to sleep over? it's really late.' ryan nodded and you went inside.
you had recently had a child and her name was lily, she was the most beautiful thing ever. she had bam's big, blue eyes, his smile, she was basically his twin. trying to raise a child in the environment that you were i with everyone trying to prank each other, everyone being so loud, you know. it was hard but you got through it.
since having lily, bam had matured... kind of. he knew when things got too far, when things should stop, and you were so thankful for that. everyone loved her, you somehow trusted them all to play with lily but you knew that they wouldn't do anything.
you were hanging out with all the guys with lily. she was currently in ryan's arms. he was talking to her like an adult, talking about taxes, money. whatever he could think of. ryan was her favourite person, he would always make her laugh, could make her fall asleep at the drop of a hat.
one night, you and bam were in your bedroom. all the guys were away home, apart from raab who lived in the spare room. you were lying beside bam and he had lily in his arms. you were playing around with her, making funny faces, tickling her. her laugh was so precious.
after a while, he could see her starting to get tired but she wasn't ready to fall asleep. he stood up and walked around the bedroom, singing 'bury me deep inside' by him. lily was really bam's child, she loved him almost as much as he did.
'all i ever wanted was you my love. you're all i ever wanted. you, my love.' bam sung softly. she started to drift off, bam went into her room and placed lily in her crib.
he softly closed the door and went back to the bedroom. 'always works a charm.' he laughed. you sleepily nodded. bam got back into bed and brought you to his chest. 'i love you.' he said, kissing your head.
you smile widely. 'can you sing to me?' he smile and nodded, 'what would you like?' you thought but decided on his pick. he thought for a second before he started softly singing.
'i see it in your eyes, i feel it in your touch, i taste it from your lips, and, baby, more i love you'
you curl more into his chest, smiling softly. you quickly drift off the sleep. 'i love you beautiful girl.' bam whispered, smiling softly.
can you do a bam smut? no specific requests, just like '03 era bam
take care of you - bam margera x fem!reader
warning - smut, unprotected sex, p in v, oral sex (m receiving) fingering.
word count - 606.
bam was stressed, he was working on haggard and he had so much going on. he came into the bedroom and fell onto the bed with a groan. 'why are my friends so annoying?' you chuckle. 'you picked them.' bam groaned and snuggled into you.
he kissed your neck, completely innocent. you smiled, running a hand through his hair. he continued to kiss your neck, sucking slightly. you hum, pushing bam's head into your neck for him to kiss more. he looked at you and smirked.
'let me take care of you.' you said, 'sit back and relax, pretty boy.' he blushed slightly, he propped himself up on the pillows. you straddled his lap and took his face in-between your hands, leaning down and kissing him, softly. he whimpered, wanting more. you put your hands underneath his t-shirt.
you lifted up his t-shirt up, separating the kiss before taking the shirt off fully. you shimmied down his legs while kissing down his torso, 'you're beautiful, bam. i love you.' you unzipped his jeans, taking them off with his boxers, throwing them behind you. 'please... i need you.' bam whined.
you smirk and lean down, taking his hard dick in your mouth, swirling your tounge around the tip. his hand made it to the back of your head, pushing your head down slightly making you gag softly. you felt his hips move up, trying to get more of his dick into your mouth. 'ah... i'm so close.' you moved faster, bam's hips bucking before cumming into your mouth.
you swallow before moving towards him, kissing him softly, making him taste himself on your tounge. he took off your t-shirt, moving down to you chest, kissing the tops of your breasts, leaving hickeys. he moved his arms around your back to unhook your bra.
he licked your nipple, taking it in his mouth, nibbling and kissing it. you couldn't help but moan. you felt bam smirk before moving onto the other one. his hands working his way to the button of your jeans, unbuttoning and unzipping before pulling them down.
he laid you down, pulling your jeans and underwear all the way down. he moved back up your body, stopping to kiss your clit. you moaned softly, already wet. bam rubbed your clit gently before sliding into your hole, 'so wet already? god damn.' you blushed and whined. the pressure built up in your belly, feeling like you were going to burst.
'ah ah ah, not yet princess.' he stopped moving his fingers in and out of you, taking them out completely. he brought his fingers up to his mouth, placing them on his tounge and sucking them clean. you moaned at the sight. he truly was perfect. he kneeled between your legs, spreading your legs. he lined up his dick, pushing in slightly. you gasp, feeling full.
he started to grind his hips against yours, you felt that same pleasure in your belly. 'bam...' you moaned out. he knew you were close, starting to move faster. bam's thrusts were sloppy, he was getting close. you moan loudly, cumming on his dick. this brought bam to cum inside you, chasing his high before slipping out of you and lying beside you.
you caught your breath, 'you feeling better now bam?' he nods, getting up and putting his boxers on before going into the bathroom to get a damp towel, wiping away both of your cum. he throws the towel into the washing basket before lying beside you again. you were half asleep, 'i love you babe.' he said, kissing your head. you grumble and snuggle into his chest.
you met johnny through tremaine. you and tremaine got close when you were involved in the magazine, 'big brother', you featured in the cover most of the time and the videos that they put out. tremaine had started this show called 'jackass', the whole premise was a bunch of people doing weird, funny stunts but also incorporating skaters and skate videos. you were so down for the idea and joined the cast.
jeff had told you about this guy, johnny, he worked for big brother as one of the writers. you had never talked to him before. he told you that johnny wanted to join. over a few weeks, jeff had put together a crew of 9 other people, producers, a film crew, photographers, everything that we needed to start making 'jackass'. after lots of planning, we all got together for dinner/party/bbq before we started filming. it was at jeff's house in his back garden.
we were all introduced to each other, you were the only girl there, which you didn't mind because it had been the same working at big brother. you wandered around, mingling with people until johnny came up to you. 'hi! i'm johnny, i worked on big brother, i was a writer!' you smile at how sweet he is. you introduce yourself to him. you found a quiet spot and talked to him about all the big brother issues he wrote and all the ones you had shot. after the get together finished, both of you went your separate ways and you didn't see each other until you started filming, later that week.
no matter what, you were always at johnny's stunt shoots because you lived close and you love how fun it is on set. most days after shooting, you and johnny went to the local bar and drank. you had gotten to know each other pretty well over the past few months that you had been filming and you couldn't help but gain feelings for him, he was so witty and hilarious and devilishly handsome. little did you know, johnny felt the same. one day on set, he came up to you and asked you out on a date after filming, your mouth went dry and you couldn't speak. all you could do was nod, he smirked and walked away, laughing at you. that night you went to the same bar but everything had changed, the dynamic was so different.
over the course of filming for jackass, you had went out on many dates, always ending in a kiss on the lips, nothing more nothing less. today, johnny was going to ask you. you were in west chester filming for jackass with bam and johnny. you were only filming some skating bits. you had tried to do some awesome trick that you had seen tony hawk do on a half pipe and thought you could do it. wrong, you landed on your side, bruising 2 ribs and breaking you collar bone and arm. you lay there, struggling to breathe when johnny crouched down beside you, 'you alright, sweetheart?' you shook your head. johnny shifted you till you were laying on your back, a few tears had slipped out, you were in so much pain. 'i'll call you an ambulance.' was the last thing you heard before you passed out from the pain.
by the time you woke up, you were in the hospital. you woke up confused, 'what? where am i?' you turned your head and saw johnny sitting beside you, he saw that you were awake and smiled. johnny explained everything that happened, you were in so much pain. johnny got the nurse to give you some more painkillers. a few hours had passed and johnny was still there. 'you should get home johnny, get some sleep.' you said, you liked having him there but you wanted to make sure he got sleep somewhere comfortable. johnny shook his head, 'no, i've been meaning to ask you something.' you nod, feeling confused.
johnny's hands were clasped together, so nervous. 'would you like to be my girlfriend?' you broke out in a smile, 'of course i would.' he leaned over to you and kissed you. you scooted to the side the best you could and patted the bed for johnny to get in, he did and you both fell asleep happy. in the morning, jeff came to the hospital to check on you but walked in on you and johnny sleeping together. he took a picture of you and walked out, planning on checking on you later.
(there was going to be a smut scene at the end but i lowkey cringed out, SORRY GUYS!) (this has been in the drafts for ages!!)
y/n's pov
johnny and i had a weird, sort of flirty friendship going on. being part of jackass, i knew what happened during the parties at his house, even other peoples parties. he would sneak up stairs with a girl then come back to the party without the girl, trying to find another one.
he never knew what my feelings on him were, i never told him. the only person i told was ryan and i knew he could keep a secret. bam decided to invite us all to his house for a party as a celebration on the first jackass movie. everyone said yes and we all flew into west chester.
we all arrived at bam's house, "i'm so glad you could make it. you look good, y/n." bam kissed my cheek. i smile, "i'm glad that you invited me. your house is so nice, bam. where's april? i miss her." he laughed and told me she was in the living room. as i was walking to the living room, i bumped into a familiar face. "oh sorry, y/n." that southern drawl made my knees weak. "it's okay. how have you been?"
we had a short conversation before it started to get awkward. "i'm gonna go talk to april, i'll talk to you later." i walked away. i went up to april, "hey april. oh my god, i've missed you." she wrapped her arms around me. "y/n!! i'm so happy to see you."
i catch up with april, talking about all the jackass antics. after i finish talking to april, i weave through the crowds of people to find some drink. i also ran into dunn. "oh my god, hey! haven't see you in ages." he says bringing me into a hug. i get a drink and head to a quiet place to talk. i loved talking to ryan, he was always a laugh.
he told me that johnny had been speaking about me, he said that he missed me but i just rolled me eyes. "i'm sure. we had a conversation earlier and it was so awkward."
"maybe if you told him your feelings, it wouldn't be awkward. i think he feels the same way about you." i laughed but ryan's face was serious. johnny couldn't feel the same, he was a confident man, he would've told me or made a known in another way. the flirting was just banter.
"ryan, this is so confusing. i hate that i like him so much, i hate i have to work with him." ryan chuckled, he told me to tell him how i feel but i couldn't.
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the party was starting to die down, it was only the jackass guys and the cky guys. everyone was drunk and groggy, the low hum of quiet conversations and music. "do you want to play truth or dare?" chris asked everyone. everyone nodded, "i'll start. steve-o, truth or dare?" chris asked. steve-o picked dare and chris dared steve-o to piss on jeff, who was passed out on the couch. he ended up waking up and punched steve-o in the dick.
everyone had a go making everyone do stupid shit, it was hilarious, i appreciated this more than the massive pranks that they played on set. "truth or dare, y/n?" i thought for a second. "dare."
ryan had a smirk on his face. "i dare you... to kiss johnny." everyone 'oooo'ed but i got up and went over to where he was sitting, i sat on his lap and kissed him. i didn't care, i was drunk, i probably wouldn't remember it in the morning. johnny kissed back instantly, grabbing my hips and pulling me closer.
everything around me stopped, i couldn't hear the guys shouting and whistling, i couldn't hear the music. just my heart beat in my ears. i separated from johnny, i was out of breath. i looked down at him, he was in a state of bliss. his eyes were barely open, lipstick smeared on his lips.
i gave him a quick kiss on his cheek before getting off him. i stumbled back to my seat then shot him a wink. as the game went on, johnny and i kept making eye contact. sometimes it would be quick glances, the rest of the time he was looking deeply into my soul.
i was talking to bam about new plans for a skate park, i nodded along. bam was interrupted by johnny. "sorry, i need her for a second." before i could even react, johnny was pulling me away to the nearest empty room. "johnny, what are you doing? i was-"
before i could get the rest of my sentence out, johnny had his lips on mine. he was grabbing at my sides, trying to pull me closer. i melt into his arms and move my hands into his hair, gripping softly.
his lips moved down my neck, sucking softly. "johnny." i whine, pulling roughly at his hair. he groaned and looked up at me, he looked out of it. i smile softly, "oh honey."
the light outlives the star - ryan dunn x fem!reader
a/n - all i can say for this is i'm sorry :( i miss this guy everyday.
warning - death, grief.
word count - 1, 508.
y/n's pov
'good morning, baby.' i said, trying to wake up ryan. he groaned and turned over. 'come on, i made breakfast.' his eyes shot up, 'what did you make?' i laugh, 'some pancakes.' he got up out of bed and went to the kitchen table, digging into the pancakes. i laugh and sit beside him, digging into the pancakes.
he finished the pancakes and gave me a kiss on the cheek, 'they were amazing, thanks babe.' i gave him a smile and finish up eating my pancakes. after i finished mine, i stood up and put them in the sink, 'don't worry, i'll wash them.' ryan said, he wrapped his arms around my waist, kissing my neck. i smile, 'thank you, baby.'
'what do you have planned today?' i asked him. 'me and zach are drinking tonight. do you want to come?' i shook my head, 'i wish i could, i'm helping april today, help her paint the house.' ryan nodded, he dried the dishes and put them back into the cupboard. 'it's only 10 o'clock, what do you want to do?' i shrug my shoulders, 'do you want to chill in bed all day, watch movies?'
ryan nodded and that's what we did. we stayed in bed will 5 o'clock then we decided to get ready for what we were doing. i got changed into some leggings and a jumper that i didn't mind getting dirty. ryan got changed into his normal jeans and t-shirt. 'please be careful, keep your phone on just incase. do you know what time you'll be home?' ryan shook his head, 'okay, i think i'll sleep at april's, me and her can get an early start tomorrow.' he nodded, 'okay, i'll go there after. i won't make too much noise.' he chuckles.
i locked the front door. i leaned up and kissed ryan, 'i love you.' we both said, then walked to our cars. i give him a wave and drive to april and phil's house. when i arrived, all the paint was set up and we just had to start planning what to do. over the next few hours, we had painted almost a full wall, full of flowers and cute patterns. 'it looks amazing! we can finish this little bit after dinner and plan what we can do tomorrow.' i agree and we head to the kitchen.
april makes some steak and fries, everyone enjoyed it. then we finish up the room, with some help from phil. it was starting to get late, 'april, is it okay if i stay here? we can get an early start tomorrow.' she agreed, 'of course honey, the spare room's already made up.' i nodded and went up to the spare room. i took my phone out and messaged ryan, 'hey baby, i'm going to bed now, i'll see you in the morning. i love you ry.'
i checked my social media and saw ryan was at the bar with one of his old buddies, i smiled and put my phone down. i tried to sleep but i had a weird gnawing feeling, something felt off. i managed to get some sleep but i just kept on waking up. i grabbed my phone and went to the kitchen, i made myself some tea and sat in the sitting room. i looked at my phone and saw ryan texted me half an hour ago. 'i love u too, hun. ill be home soon.' 3.25am.
i smiled to myself, i woke up in perfect time. i waited up more, but he still wasn't home and i was worried. 4.02am. still nothing. i turned on the TV and flicked through the channels. i got to the news and it said there was a crash in west chester, that gnawing feeling came back. i watched on further, 'jackass and cky star, ryan dunn, and his friend, zachary hartwell have been killed in a car crash...' my ears started ringing. what. no. this wasn't happening.
i started to realise that this was actually real, he was dead. no. i screamed. what. i heard people come down the stairs. i see ape and phil standing there, asking me what happened. i couldn't speak, i pointed at the tv, they looked over and gasped. 'i need to go, i don't believe it.' i ran out of the house and got into my car, driving to the crash sight. there was so many police, an ambulance, so many news reporters. i parked my car, got out and walked up to the police tape.
it was actually true. no. i ran under the police tape and got stopped by and officer. 'get back, you can't be here.' i try to move forward but he grabbed me by my arms and tried to move me. 'ryan... he's my boyfriend. please! i need to see him. please.' my voice broke and the tears were pouring out of my eyes. 'i'm sorry for your loss, miss but we can't let you see him.'
i sink to the ground, sobbing. i had lost my best friend, my lover, the funniest person i have ever met. the police officer helped me back over to my car. he went away to deal with the crowd. i took out my phone and called bam. after a few rings, i was met with a very cranky bam. 'y/n, fuck are you calling me for at 4 in the morning?'
all he could hear was my sobs into the phone. 'he's dead. bam, he's dead.' i started to cry harder, there was no way he was dead, this was a nightmare, i would wake up to see him beside me. 'y/n, calm down. who's dead?' my throat was starting to hurt with the amount of crying i had done. 'ryan.' i croaked out. i dropped my phone on the road and started crying all over again. i didn't hear what bam said.
everything started to blend, i was still at the side of the road but it was starting to get light outside. my tears had stopped, i was staring out the window, watching everyone come and go. i saw bam get out with his parents, he spotted my car and ran over. when he got closer, i could see how red his eyes were from crying.
i got out of the car and he wrapped his arms around my shoulders. i sob into his chest, that dam breaking again. i knew how much ryan meant to bam, even if they were at each others throats all the time. we cried together, not caring if there was fans there, friends, family, anyone. me and bam were the 2 people that knew the most about ryan and we loved him the most.
we stood there for ages. we separated and bam wiped away his tears with his sleeve. 'i miss him already.' i say, looking back over to the site. i shook my head, 'this can't be real. surely.' i laugh to myself, tears welling up. i look at bam, 'this isn't real, it can't be. tell me it's not real.' my voice breaking. bam's heart broke, he couldn't believe this was happening either. by the look on bam's face, i knew it was actually happening.
i sat on the side of the road, knees up to my chest. bam had went back home, along with ape and phil. it was 9 am now, i could see ryan's friends, dico, rake, raab, frantz, jess and novak, show up with bam and they had flowers with them. they came over to me with their arms open, i got back up and gave each of them a hug.
they went over to where the car crashed and placed the flowers. i smiled, sadly. bam stayed beside me, 'i'm sorry, bam. i know how much he meant to you.' bam sniffled, 'i'm the one that should be saying sorry, he was your world. he loved you so much, more than words can describe.' i shook my head. my heart physically hurt. 'i need to go home. do you and the guys want to come with?' bam nodded and rounded them up.
we got into our cars and headed to mine and ryan's house. as i pulled up to the house, i could see flowers on the front step. i parked and got out, i looked at the cards on the flowers, 'i'm sorry for your loss', 'thinking of you.' i couldn't handle all of this. it sunk in, he was actually dead. i left the flowers outside and went into the living room sitting on ryan's favourite chair.
the other guys piled in. no one spoke, no one made a noise, everyone was quiet. part of me couldn't stand it, these guys were never quiet. 'you can talk, you don't have to be quiet.' i said, everyone nodded. 'we don't really know what to say.' dico said, that was understandable. 'tell some stories about ryan.' and that's what we done for hours, laughing, crying, smiling.
you were part of cky and then were asked to be on jackass. you were the only girl on jackass and it was tough but you had your boyfriend, dico. you had been dating since high school and you loved him so much, he was always there when you needed him.
you were on set for the first jackass film and you had just started your period. it wasn't that big of a deal, you weren't in many stunts today, just watching. over the next few hours, it's like everyone wanted to prank you. bam antiqued you about 4 times, johnny tased you countless times, steve-o and chris were being so loud and annoying, trying to pee on you.
you honestly had enough. johnny was sneaking up behind you with a taser, but you caught him just in time. 'no, enough of that. i just want a minute to myself without you or another one of those dickheads trying to fuck with me. fucks sake.'
you saw johnny's eyes move to look behind you, you turned around and got a face full of flour from bam. 'i'm fucking done. jeff, i'm done. fuck this shit.' you brushed off all the flour from your hair and clothes before getting into your car. you slammed the door shut and drove home.
you got home and dico was home. you didn't want to talk to anyone right now. you walked straight in the door, slammed it, stormed up to your bathroom, slammed the door and locked it. dico didn't have time to see you or say anything. he walked up the stairs, trying to figure out what happened.
you were in the middle of running a bath for yourself. you needed to be clean, you felt so horrible. there was a knock at the door, 'baby? you okay?' you felt bad but you were so pissed off, 'no.' you croaked, trying not to cry. dico tried to come in, 'unlock the door, baby.' you muffled a sob in your arm.
you unlocked the door, 'wait a second before you come in, i- i don't want you to see me... naked.' you whispered the last bit, it felt stupid to say but you didn't feel your best. you got into the bath and told dico to come in. he saw that your hair was covered in flour and only assumed bam had something to do with it.
he sat beside the bath, next to your head. 'what happened, honey?' you explained to him the whole day. you cried and he was there to wipe away your tears. 'i love the guys so much, they're hilarious and they have amazing and smart brains but some days, i rethink everything. it's exhausting.'
dico agreed. you decided that the water was getting too cold and wanted to get out. 'hang on, let me get everything ready.' dico went back into your bedroom and got some clean comfy clothes for you. he got a fluffy towel for you and went back into the bathroom. he opened out the towel out for you, so you can get out the bath and straight into his arms.
and that's what you did. you looked up and kissed him. 'i love you, sweetheart.' you smiled into his chest. you walked back into the bedroom. dico softly dried your body, giving you little kisses and made you laugh. he got you changed into some clean clothes and got you a hot water bottle.
you got into bed with dico, he had a hand around your stomach and his head in the crook of your neck. 'i love you so much, brandon. more than you know... also can you come to set with me tomorrow? i need to apologise.'
