Mural in Baltimore by the great Ernest Shaw. To me, the true essence of art is disintegrating the senses to raise consciousness as forms of resistance to reclaim power rooted in love. Imagine when kids pass this and ask who these people are. This opens that narrative, which shows the power of the arts--igniting agency and action to break down walls and thrive in resiliency.
“Imperial Dreams” - the name itself captivates you, and is what drew me in my search of the next flick to absorb on Netflix. It centers on the life of 21yo Bambi (played by John Boyega), a rose born outta concrete, with roots so deep--he was bound to make the earth shake--just so he could flourish. Bambi returns home from jail, reunites with his son and through the power of his pen--is determined to leave the streets behind and tell his story to preserve the future of his son while lifting the shadow of others. Yet anything of substance comes with a fight, and we see him battling opposition of the temptress’ plight to “steal, kill, and destroy.” Will he falter or will he rise? Be another statistic or kill the course of demise? Catch it on Netflix to find out. [Directed by Malik Booth]
Part of a 7-day writing assignment for my mentee, Khalid, and I. We each chose various topics to write a poem and/or essay for this week. This poem is from the theme: "Love & Loss." My mentee, who I met in a program I taught at Juvenile Hall is now locked up at SF County at the tender age of 18yo. Prayers and love to all our Black and Brown Queens & Kings held down and their families, who are right there with them lifting them in faith and hope.
i turn pages
and see no end
of a gypsy's
stare
emptiness
another soul fills
the space
my father forgot to
the hunger
a 10 year old
faces
when she tastes
abandonment
lingers on souls
she is quiet
like a thief
escapes
like a magician
opens floodgates
to quench drought
yet all the while
she remains thirsty.
her heart
turned the water
in his glass
into ice
it’s funny how
a kiss from
Judas stains
through white
cotton sheets
resentment bleeds
and hopes and dreams
are enslaved
behind prison walls
of regret
she walks in the
shadow of apathy
numb to butterflies
restlessness
drowns her
she hides poison
in cups of innocence
for agony quenches her
yet in the aftermath
she remains empty
for to love
is to lose another
the whips of betrayal
dig deep
lost in an oblivion
her soul wanders
wearing the armor
of betrayal
she remains alone.
A wise man once told me that in North Africa, they have a saying, “Del beh del rah dareh,” which means, “Your lover is the one whose work speaks more than your work–but to your journey.”
May we fly courageously to the depths of the sea, soar into the unknown space of vulnerability to receive and give real love. A love that transforms you to reach endlessly for hope, a love that makes a dance of fury look beautiful in the light, a love that reminds you of purpose–that you are more than what meets the eye.
Music finds me. It’s as if the world knows and feels everything I do and so, brings an encounter, person, or situation that feed me with new songs. And they become my saving grace--helping me work through, heal and process, and learn and grow. Music is Life, and without it--we are numb.
Here are the songs that my heart called for, and is my life vest as I swim and find my way to back to shore.
Nina Simone’s “I Shall Be Released” - https://youtu.be/iHWOrquJ3Ak :
They say everything can be replaced
They say every distance is not near
So I remember every face
Of every man who put me here
I see the light come shining
From the west down to the east
Any day now, any day now
I shall be released
Michael Kiwanuka’s “Cold Little Hear” - https://youtu.be/X7VL9DuubtE :
Did you ever want it?
Did you want it bad?
It tears me apart
Did you ever fight it?
All of the pain, so much power
Running through my veins
Bleeding
My cold little heart
I can't stand myself