#jade dream

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Who was that?

My aunt! @reversalmushroom (Long time no upd8, sorry bout that!)

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Based around the head accessory ‘Unchanged Mind’.

With this I’ve used every piece of the unposed version of the suit Sealed Heart!

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Was taking screenshots and am so pissed that my options tab was open right as this happened UGH

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So, you got curly hair, how long would it be straightened?

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I went overkill and I regret nOtHiNG

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Once in a blue moon I try to ride western, but it usually wears off after like 30 minutes lol.

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Wound up listening to this during the end;

https://open.spotify.com/track/5SZckOrshgxGTnxnzLGIuY

This was pretty fun to do tbh. Edited Panda to look like the real life one. SO for that reason I would really really prefer people not repost, thanks. Panda was my heart horse.

Anyway, kinda bummed out lately, and I always come back to my home stable before logging off, so after the thought occurred to me I thought I’d make an edit about it. Usually when I log off I feel kinda.. hollow? Lonely? Isolated. Something idk. So I wanted to try and capture that? With the added feeling of how home is also safe. Calm. So yeah pft something along those lines.

Valedale is usually pretty empty at this time. Maybe a few people lingering. People are still chatting in global, mostly being stupid or looking for help, roles, or someone to hang out with. Maybe one or two people on my friends list are online. I’m lonely and want to hang out with people but I’m too anxious to reach out. I close the chat and turn off the interface because I hate seeing it since I know I’m not going to use it and no one is going to message me. I don’t feel like going out, doing chores, racing. I enter my stable. Interface turns itself off, chat is flashing. I mentally sigh and open it to shut it off. It’s global. I silence it and feel better knowing neither say nor global is going to bother me as long as I’m in here. I put away tack and clothes I’m not using, try to make my cluttered inventory as neat and organized a possible, while trying to get rid of as much as I can. I spend the last few minutes with whichever horse I have out at the time. A bittersweet feeling? I tend to use this time to think and reflect. In the end this will always be here for me. My home. My favorite horses, neatly tucked into their stalls, the chat completely silent. My horse resting by my side. Everything quiet. I’ll always have this.

I am really, really in love with how Jade Dream looks so much like Panda. It’s really eerie to me how much he looks exactly like him after adding the marking that in game Panda lacks. It makes me really.. really happy to look at. I miss him so much

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Heyo it’s official next time I go mountain climbing I’m going to listen to the Skyrim OST bc it gives me all the feels

Honest to God, music of my soul.

Anyway, me and Panda. My heart horse. Based on the real life horse.