#jae blurb

[scinclaitnoir]

[ 𝟓:𝟓𝟐𝐩.𝐦. ]

“god, i need you so bad” jae moaned against your lips. there were books, notebooks and pieces of paper scattered around the floor of your bedroom.

you were sitting on jae’s lap. his hands were on your hips to help you grind against him while your hands were in his shoulders. his lips travelled from your lips to your neck and then to your shoulders.

you pull jae’s hair slightly to grab his attention and when he looks at you kiss him again, this time cupping his face with your hands.

you heard footsteps getting closer and closer. you move away from jae’s lips in order to listen better and he focused his attention on your collarbones. “my mom is coming” your voice came out shaky and breathy. you moved to sit down in your initial place (which was right in front of jae) and tried to fix your hair, an action that jae mirrored before grabbing his laptop and placing it on top of his bulge in order to hide it. he began reading some article about international politics out loud.

the door of your room opened in a matter of seconds allowing you to see your mother. both you and jae quickly turned your heads to the sound of the door opening and looked at your mother. “everything ok?” she asked. “yeah” your voice came out in a whisper so you had to repeat yourself. she looked at you and scanned your room, all of the stuff you had on the floor and finally her eyes landed on jae’s figure. “everything’s fine” he said with a smile and a friendly tone.

your mother smiles back. “honey can I talk with you for a second?” she said looking at you. you got up and followed her outside your room. “what’s the matter?” you asked. your body and voice were relaxed but on the inside you were almost sure you could hear your heartbeat.

“i’ve told you thousands of times— every time a boy is with you in your room, you have to leave the door open.” she said, her voice tinted with a bit of annoyance “understood?”

“yep” you answered with a small smile “can i go now? we’re still behind in the writing of the essay”

your mom nodded and you turned around to get back in your room. you say in front of jae and signaled him to keep reading. he complied.

after a little while you got up and searched around the hallway. after not finding anything, you closed the door carefully so it wouldn’t make any noise.

jae chuckled. “how did you know?” he asked in amusement “I didn’t hear her at all”.

“when you grow up with strict parents, you end up learning a thing or two” a slight smile appeared on your lips as you talked. you shaked your head and looked at jae.

“now...” you said wile you took the computer off of jae’s lap “where were we?” you bit your lip and straddled jae again and put your arms around his neck. he smiled and kissed you, his hands traveling to your waist.

now all you had to do was pray for you mother not to interrupt you again.

[just-some-random-blogger]

What A Joke

[BLURB XXX]

Day6 Kang Younghyun (Young K, Brian) x Reader + Park Jaehyung (Jae) x Reader Summary: Jae is pretty sure you like Brian. Word Count: <600 Warnings: Major pining, fluff, angst, university au, etc.

Jae has a pick in his mouth. He watches as you fumble with your guitar. Younghyun cackles as you pout and growl at him for messing with your instrument.

Jae knows you like him-- Younghyun. 

You’ve only ever talked to him while practicing with Day6. And since you were only collaborating the entirety of the charity week at your university, this gig would mark your final performance.

Jae snorted as he and the rest of the band warmed up.

Come last performance of this last performance. It was Jae’s favorite song, and so was it yours, apparently. You never really talked about it though, because whenever he would bring it up, or something at all, you’d unenthusiastically reply that you did like the song. There would be awkwardness and you’d scurry off to Younghyun, which would be, like, fine.

Jae got it. You liked Younghyun. Cool. For real.

He’d jump at a chance to get to always talk to his crush-- that is if he HAD a crush at the moment.

But, c’mon, you don’t have to blatantly be cold. I mean you were much warmer to Dowoon. Sungjin. WONPIL! C’mon!

Jae’s way cooler than Wonpil.

The final strum of the guitars sounded.

You turned to Younghyun, gripping the neck of your guitar as he gives you a thumbs up.

Jae blows air out through his mouth and gets of the stage. Jae’s chatting up with Sungjin about the almost mishap on stage when you come around. You speak up. He minds his own business and puts his guitar away, up until Sungjin taps him on the shoulder. “Ya, can’t you hear? Pipsqeak wants to talk to you bro.”

Jae knits his brows as he turns from him to you.

Pipsqueak.

See? Sungjin has a nickname for you.

Jae sighs.

You meet eye to eye. You can’t hold eye contact though. Jae purses his lips in expectation. 

“Wha--”

“Jaehyu--”

You speak at the same time.

You look like a deer caught in headlights. 

“Sorry, what were you saying?” you pipe up after a brief moment. 

“No, no. You wanted to say something.”

You stutter.

Jae turns away to see his four band mates huddled up together, grinning from ear to ear, thumbs raised.

“I...” you finally speak up. Jae holds an annoyed expression but sighs it off when he turns back to you. “I’m really thankful that I was able to perform with you.”

Jae is no longer annoyed. His lips spread into a smile, “Yeah, me too. You’re a great performer.”

You fidget and blush. Jae can’t help but chuckle.

“You’re better though.”

“If you say so.”

“Actually...” you drag on, “the main reason why I wanted to perform with you is not because you guys are the hottest band on campus... but because I like you.”

Jae blinks and pulls his head back. He repeats what he think he heard, “You like Younghyun?”

You look like you saw a ghost and shake your hands rapidly in disagreement. “NO! NO, NO, NO, NO, NO. I said I-- I-- I like you.”

Jae looks at you for a moment.

He tilts his head to the side and then gets it.

He bursts into laughter.

He gets it.

It’s your way of trying to get close to him now. He grabs his knees as he crouches down in laughter.

By the time he straightens up, you’re beet red.

Jae is weirded out by your reaction, so he cautiously says, “Younghyun...” He trails off, wanting to say that he was the one who put you up to this.

But the watery glaze on your eyes made him think otherwise.

“You’re serious?”

But you don’t reply. You never do. And you might never will. You never showed your face to him again after running away that day.

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[a-diary-for-seoulmates]

[Feb. 25, 2019 4:18 pm]

“To my handsome honey boy...”

Jae smiled when he read the nickname you’d given him at the top of the your letter.

After seeing him so unusually down the past couple of weeks, you were at your wits end. You couldn’t figure out how to cheer Jae up, so you just decided to write down just a few of the things you loved about him and hoped for the best. It had taken you hours to find the right words to write down, but you felt like you could’ve spent hours more writing. You had so many thoughts you wanted to express to him, but there weren’t enough words in the universe to put them all down on paper. Hell, there probably wasn’t enough paper in the universe to put them all down on.

“Let me just start by stating the obvious: I love you, Jae. I love everything about you so much that it hurts (no joke — I feel like I have a mini heart attack every time I see you. I swear one day you and your fan-cams will be the death of me ;) ). I’ve noticed how insecure and down you’ve been feeling lately and I just wanted to help you feel better. I hope this helps. I wanted to tell you exactly what makes me love you so much, but I couldn’t find a good way to express it so I made a list. I hope that’s okay.”

Jae couldn’t help but chuckle at your opening, it was just so you: so sweet and caring, yet still so cute. He kept reading.

“1. I love your eyes - they’re the windows to the soul and I can tell you have the prettiest soul of all.”

“2. I love your little heart shaped lips (even if they do make you look like chicken little. You’re my chicken little and I love you) - I love how soft they are and how perfect they fit with mine.”

“3. I love your voice - it’s the first thing I always wanna hear in the morning and the last thing I wanna hear at night (mainly because your sleepy voice is hot - sorry not sorry x)”

“4. I love your passion - you invest so much into the things you love and that’s something you don’t see very often. Honestly it’s one of the biggest things that made me fall for you.”

As he read each and every line filled with sweet sentiments mixed with your humor that he loved, Jae felt his heart swell and his smile grow as his love for you did the same — if that was even possible.

“30. I love that you’re lactose intolerant too - knowing that I’m not suffering alone makes living in this bitter, dairy-filled hell just a little bit sweeter.”

“42. I love how extremely social you are - it’s the perfect balance to my extreme shyness.”

“55. I love the way you care about others, even though you sometimes show it in weird ways - I think we both know I’m talking about the way you treat Wonpil. You really should be a little nicer to him, Jae ;)”

“69. I love your ****. ;) ;) ;)”

That one nearly made Jae fall on the floor from laughter, but he managed to recover and continued reading.

“97. I love it when you teach me new things - it doesn’t matter if it’s a new Korean phrase, or how to play a G-chord on the guitar. Teacher Jae = sexy Jae. ;) (seriously, though, you’re kinda really cute when you get aggravated with me because I did something wrong right after you explained it to me for the thousandth time)”

“98. I love that little puffed-cheek pout you do when you get aggravated with me because I did something wrong right after you explained it to me for the thousandth time.”

“99. I love how you remember all of my favorites - whether it’s music, pizza, or my favorite mascara you always remember what I like and what I hate. It’s super sweet (and also makes shopping so much easier)”

“100. I love the way you make me feel loved, even when I don’t love myself - You don’t have to say it explicitly, you do it through your jokes and your teasing... you don’t even have to use words at all, Jae, that’s how good you are at it. Just a simple kiss or a hug from you makes me feel all the love in the world. It’s how I know you’re the one for me; my soulmate.”

By the time he’d reached the last one, tears were flooding Jae’s eyes and threatening to spill over. Every little insecurity and problem that had been creeping up on him had been washed away by the feelings your confessions gave him.

He didn’t read your little conclusion you’d written at the bottom, he didn’t have time. He quickly picked up a couple pieces of paper, writing his own letter to you as fast as he possibly could. He left it in the same spot you’d left his and left to take a shower so he’d at least be somewhat presentable when you got home.

You arrived home a little early, having finished your work on time for once. Jae’s beautiful singing was coming from the bathroom and the sound made you smile, knowing it meant he was in a better mood. You set the bags of takeout you’d brought on the counter. While taking the food out of the bag you noticed a new stack of papers covered in Jae’s handwriting in the same spot where your letter had once been. You forgot all about your previous task as you quickly picked it up and started reading the first line. As you read the words, you knew it was going to be good.

“To my beautiful baby girl...”

[dear-renjun]

[7:47pm] you open the front door to see jae standing there, a soft smile on his face, which is now spreading to yours after not seeing him all day. once he's inside you go to cup his face with your hands, trying to give a kiss to his cheek, but due to your height difference, you have to tiptoe to reach. noticing this, jae starts chuckling to himself slightly, but after seeing the annoyed expression on your face, he tries to stifle his laughter. in an attempt to make you smile again, he bends down a bit, resting his forehead against yours.

"I guess I'll just have to come down here then, huh"

[soft-kpop-hours]

[9:47am] Jae always let you keep his clothes if you borrowed them just because you looked so cute, not that he’d ever say that to your face. Now he’s run into a problem with that. He has very few clothes, mostly sweaters, to wear and laundry day has not arrived. He texts you to ask if you can bring some of his clothes back and is slightly alarmed when you show up with a basket of them, snacks and a sheepish smile.

[a-diary-for-seoulmates]

[Jan. 18, 2019 8:02 pm]

With nothing to do on a Friday night, you and Jae drive around the city while snacking on McDonald’s fries and milkshakes. His hand gently squeezes your thigh as you feed him before his thumb goes back to rubbing small circles into the same area. Jae sings along to the radio playing in the background while you take in the glittering night life. With a gentle sigh you decide right then and there that there’s no place you’d rather be.

[dear-renjun]

[9:17pm] when you walk into your school’s very crowded gymnasium, the first thing you see is just people, people everywhere. some are dancing, some are standing by the snacks, some are sitting at tables chatting. the one person you want to see however, is nowhere to be found. you and your friends decided to come with each other, agreeing to meet up with your dates at the dance. that might not have been such a good decision though. not wanting to fight your way through the crowd, you go sit at one of the emptier tables, in hopes of spotting your date from there.

 after ten minutes pass and still no luck, you pull out your phone in hopes of calling him, when suddenly you feel a pair of arms reach around from behind you and grab your phone. 

you spin around, with the intent of taking your phone back and possibly yelling at whoever the culprit is. but the words get caught in your throat when you realize who it is.

“jae! what the hell! why did you scare me like that!” all jae can do is laugh in response as he hands your phone back and places a kiss on your forehead.

“sorry, just wanted to surprise you”

[a-diary-for-seoulmates]

[Jan. 8, 2019 8:25 pm]

You look up at your best friend (and secret crush), Jae, as you two walk down the street in a last minute attempt to get to your campus bookstore before it closed for the day. You’d been having so much hanging out with Jae and letting him teach you how to play his favorite games that you completely forgot that you were supposed to go get the books you needed for class the next day.

“You didn’t have to come with me, you know.” You said as you both waited patiently for the lights on the crosswalk to change. “The bookstore is literally five minutes away.”

“I know, but I wanted to.” Jae flashed his signature grin at you, and you mentally cursed at the fluttering it stirred within you. “Besides, who else is going to laugh and make dumb jokes when you fall up the stairs again?”