”The world is ending and i don’t think that i can take it”
my mama was right it really is the damn phone. everyday i wake up and get ungodly irritated at the amount of bigotry and blatant injustice that pollutes my instagram and honestly any of my social media feeds. yeah i’m aware enough to know people suck, they’re hateful and crash but why am i genuinely letting my cortisol spike because of these people... i want to delete all social media so bad but i also love creating and consuming POSITIVE content. social media saved my life but now it’s ruining it and idk i just think my frontal lobe is developing? human beings were never supposed to have such easy widespread access to so many individual's thoughts, especially so many negative ones, and i think the surplus of knowledge is driving me into emotional overdrive and slowly killing me. my brain cannot compute anything anymore because it’s just constantly upset