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Gray's Fear

Gray-

God help me. I have never been so scared in my life. Two thoughts continue to swirl in my brain since I saw Tala this afternoon. I think I'm in love with Tala. And I think she's in danger. Christ, he didn't know what the fuck he was supposed to do but damned if he'd ever let anything happen to her.

He met her at the cliffs earlier that day and took her on a hike to his favorite spot. It was a small secluded beach, which was only found after a hike through the woods. He was so nervous. He had honestly never really cared about a woman enough to care what she thought, but he found himself desperately wanting to please Tala.

He chatted with her as they hiked. He was dying to ask her a million questions starting with if she realized he was a wolf! Or why was she here? Who turned her? Why was she so skittish? But after that first day he quickly realized she was incredibly uncomfortable when she talked about herself, added to the fact that she was becoming quite the flight risk!

When they finally got to the beach, he started to draw in the sand. He realized he loved making her smile, and his goofiness always seemed to do the trick. They were laughing and joking as he drew shapes in the sand and without realizing it, he drew a heart. He stared down for a moment, then looked into Tala's face.

She was so beautiful. He knew so little about her, but he saw her strength, her fragility and her fear all at once and all he wanted to do was love and protect her from the world. And God, she was gorgeous. She was naked when they met, and that memory would be burned into his brain for the rest of his life.

He stared at her after he drew the heart in the sand, and before he knew what he was doing, he took a step toward Tala, slowly raising his hand. He was so scared that he would scare her off, but as he caressed her cheek, she looked into his eyes and smiled. He kissed her then, half expecting her to run away from him as she did so often, but instead she leaned into him, deepening the kiss. It was the best moment of his entire life. They spent the next few hours kissing and talking, sitting on the beach.

It would have been the best day of his life, but as they headed back through the woods, his heart stopped. It must have come from miles away, but faint on the breeze he caught the scent. Another werewolf….!

***Thanks to my sweet and lovely moot @igotsnothing for the hashtag...i think it's perfect here!!!

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Gray Wolf

Gray is an intelligent, loyal, and fiercely protective man who also happens to be a werewolf! He came from a long line of wolves, all men, all turned in adolescence. His father once told him that it was their family birthright to be turned. Of course his father also abandoned his family so what did he know?

When Gray became a teen, his father changed him into a wolf. He told Gray that he was giving his son the greatest gift in the world, all he had to do was feed his wolf. Food, fighting, fucking....he said these were the things that the wolf needed to survive and flourish.

His father also talked about other wolves that day. He said that there were no women wolves. Men had been trying to create women werewolves for generations but when bitten, women would die a horrible death, full of pain and agony. When asked about other male wolves, his eyes grew serious and he simply said, "Never trust another wolf son....NEVER", and he would say no more. Many years later, Gray met a nomad wolf trespassing on his property. After fighting for his life and land, he knew his father was right.

Gray grew up rich in money, not so much in love. His mother was a narcissistic gold digger, whose only concerns were her weekly allowance, and her high society friends. She did not care for children, and had little to do with Gray. His father ran his own lumber business and was rarely around. He enjoyed drinking, fighting, and had a mistress much less frigid than his wife.

When he was 17 years old, Gray's life changed forever. His father disappeared. Most assumed he had run off with his mistress, who also disappeared. He left his business, his family. His mother was not crushed because her husband was gone, but instead by the embarrassment of the rumors and whispers of his father's infidelity. She killed herself 6 months after Gray's father left.

Gray sold his father's business and took the money. He kept the family estate, but only because it had 2000 acres of land. Over the years his pain has become the armor that surrounds him. He feeds his wolf with women, but none of them matter to him. He hunts and fights whenever possible but inside he knows he is numb, often wondering if he will ever truly feel anything ever again.

And then he saw her...

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Tala Moon

Dear Diary,

Hello! My name is Tala Moon, and I have no idea how to be human! I've been traveling for so long....perhaps running from myself, or humanity....or both. But lately something seems to have changed deep inside of me and I'm not sure exactly what...?

The earliest memory I have is leaving my parents cabin and wandering into the woods. They were fighting again, both high and starting the ramp up to inevitable violence, and I just remember being scared and thinking hiding in the woods would be a good idea. That was the day I was bit.

The memories are a blur, fever and pain were all I knew. Then when I thought I could no longer take it, I turned into a wolf. As a wolf I let instinct take over. I fed from wild game, I drank from rivers, and I slept in the dirt. I spent my childhood as a wolf. Subconsciously, I must have realized survival would be easier as a wolf, or maybe I didn't want to turn back.

Years later, I slipped into human form again. It was accidental at first, as a wolf I was caught in a trap one day. Before I knew it, I was human, using my hands to work myself free. I began to switch between the forms to whatever was easiest.

Then it all came to an end. One day I was spotted by hunters, a dirty and naked girl who became violent when they approached. The police were called, and I was institutionalized. I had to learn to be human again, but most importantly I learned to hide the wolf. On the day I was released, I swore that never again would I let myself be controlled, ever again.

I am Tala Moon, and I named myself. Tala for the Native American wolf, and Moon for that which I follow everyday of my life. I have explored many lands and avoided many humans. I have never met another like me, and I find myself yearning....for something....but for what? Maybe you can help me figure it out, diary!

-Tala

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Tala Moon's Outfits

A few more outfits of Tala's I couldn't resist showing! More story tomorrow...I think I'll be posting Tala's story on Thursdays!!

-Jam

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Tala's Discovery

Dear Diary,

Something amazing happened to me today. I've been backpacking around the world for years, ever since I was released from the institution I was forced to live in for so long. I swore that I would never let anyone catch me again, that I would roam the world and live as a free wolf until the day I died. Or so I thought...?

I was hiking through a beautiful forest when I came to an overlook and saw a deserted island in the distance. I don't know why but it called to me. I decided to swim there, while holding my belongings above my head. I suppose most humans couldn't do such a thing but for me, my incredible strength and endurance are simply second nature.

When i finally arrived, I started to explore. There were gorgeous bluffs, a seemingly endless forest, and so much wildlife everywhere I sniffed. My nose even caught an unknown smell in the air, filling my nostrils with something absolutely....delicious. Maybe an animal I had never come across? My skin began to tingle and I knew as a wolf, I'd have an endless amount of food here. Not only that, but not a human in sight. I hiked the entire island until I came across a beach with some driftwood and before I knew it, I was making a fire.

Somewhere inside me I was wondering what I was doing? Why was I stopping midday to make camp for the night? Without answering myself, I stood by the fire I had made, taking in the beauty all around me. Hours passed, and as I stared at the horizon, watching the sun go down, I wondered again what the hell I was doing.

Diary, I feel different. I feel....at peace here. I've never known the feeling before but could this feel like home? Could it be?

-Tala

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Pixi Pluto

Hello! Pixi wanted me to showcase her softer side....BEFORE we show her naughty one!! I figured I would show some of my precious sims that I made in my absence from Simblr while I figure out exactly what I want to do next. I have so many sims and stories in my head, I need to get them out!! Of course, Pixi made a strong case for sharing more pictures of her favorite thing in the world...HER!

So here's Pixi! She's a goofy ball of energy who loves attention in any and all forms. She's a bit cringey but you can't help but adore her enthusiasm for life and all that it offers. She's pleased to meet you all and can't wait to show you her spicy side next! Stay tuned....!

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Pixi Pluto

Hello! I was joyfully setting up my computer when Pixi started to call my name. Didn't I promise to take some sexy pics of her? Didn't she deserve my attention after ignoring her for 3 weeks? Wasn't she the sexiest piece of ass I'd ever seen? YES to all! Here's some sexy pics of Pixi!

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I'M BACK!!!!

Hello Simblr!! I've missed you all so much....! Regretfully, life kicked my ass for a while (as life does), and it's been waaay too long since I've been able to love on my moot's, post, or obsess over the crazy amazing talent that is all over Simblr! I'm so excited to be here again and I can't say enough how much I missed you all!

Alright, alright...enough about me! This little pink alien goddess is Pixi Pluto and she's telling me she to shut up already and talk about how pink she is. Yes, pink. She looooves pink. And white. But mostly she loves pink. And to dance to polka music. Please say hello as she looooves the attention!

That's it for now. Yes, Pixi, we'll post more pictures of you later!

Love, JAM