jonathan who stayed by your side all night because you were so traumatized from the upsidedown and he wanted to make sure you were okay? jonathan who trusted you enough to tell you about his past and all the trauma his father gave him, and who you trusted enough to do the same. jonathan with whom you share a scar with. jonathan who wanted to support you so bad that he ended up getting fired from his job that he clearly needed because he's poor and helps his single mother pay the bills. jonathan who is letting you go because he wants you to follow your dreams and he doesn't want you to hold back for his sake.
jonathan who had to play dad for will starting at age eight because his own father left them. jonathan who ignored his own feelings and trauma in order to try and fix the mess his father made. jonathan who had a job at sixteen and was working extra shifts to help out at home. jonathan who had to go coffin shopping alone at sixteen for his "dead" little brother. jonathan who had to console his mother who he thought was going hysterical over his brother's "death". jonathan who had to check his father's car for his little brother's body. jonathan who was called homophobic slurs, who had his family insulted in front of him, who had his brother's "death" rubbed in his face, who was compared to his ab*sive deadbeat father. jonathan who always told his brother to embrace who he was, and to not be ashamed of it. jonathan who would never give up on his loved ones.
jonathan who is loyal, jonathan who is compassionate, jonathan who would risk everything for his loved ones in a heartbeat.
that is jonathan, and nobody better forget it ever again.